Tell me things are okay.
Hot damn, eljay pisses me off so goddamn much. I had an alright day and then i get here and read some shit and ARGH. I shouldn't care, but sadly i do. That is my main problem. I care too fucking much. And like i've said, why should i care this much when that feeling isn't reciprocated? I mean, jesus. I don't understand the American point of view on frienships, i really really don't. Yes, maybe the mature thing to do would be to make the first move, but ya know what? I don't feel like being mature. I'm tired of always being the one who fixes situations, i'm tired of apologizing for nothing, i wish somebody else would do that for once instead of me. I'm not mad at anybody and i don't believe i've done anything for anybody to be mad at me...Or i hope not anyway...But since this weekend, i feel closer to some people and more distant with others. I wish it wasn't like that. Everybody's all...Divided up into groups. I don't like that. Well, i'm just speaking my mind. I have a lot more to say, but i'd rather keep it to myself, or talk it out.