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I'm falling bak into my cycle. I need to get out of this, things are just out of my control and its stressing me out, to no end. I don't like that i can't control this....
My dad
My mom stressing out
School work
Steve
My sisters actions
My brother using
My grandpa
recovery
its to fucking much for me right now. summers suspose to be a fucking vacation, FUCK... all i want to do is recover in time to see my grandpa but this just keep going out of wack and out of my control.
GAH i need sleep, and my friends, to get these things off my mind.
My dad
My mom stressing out
School work
Steve
My sisters actions
My brother using
My grandpa
recovery
its to fucking much for me right now. summers suspose to be a fucking vacation, FUCK... all i want to do is recover in time to see my grandpa but this just keep going out of wack and out of my control.
GAH i need sleep, and my friends, to get these things off my mind.