Jan 13, 2006 08:45
Andres- Whoa. Big brother time. I love you soooo much. It was so hopeless feeling when you left, and some part of me is still telling me that I feel so insecure without a 'bigperson' hug. I really feel empty without your music blaring from the speakers in your room, whether it was punk, rap, or latian hip-hop. I remember your stupid songs about me, claire, and alli, And how I used to get so fed up with them. But now I miss the crazy "Awwwwwwww... Miiiaaaaa" hugs that you gave when you came home from school. Or when you made me hot cocoa at 3 in the morning because I couldn't go to sleep. I wouldn't be here now if you weren't there to hug me and tell me it would be better. I love you so much and my heart is crushed everytime I see my big brother leave, walking into the airport security. There are no words that can explain how good I feel when you come home and tease me about boys and threatening to beat them up if the call, or so up at the door.
Jenn- You've stood by me at times when no one else would, and we've gotten into some stupid-ass fights. But no matter what you've always actually cared about what happens, and not just pretended. Words can't explain how corny this sounds, but I'm telling the truth. I swear, I would be nowhere with out you. Even if we get into really lame arguments about nothing, I don't know if I could deal with not having you here. When you aren't at school, making gross comments about the school food I feel lost with words. There's nobody that makes me laugh nearly as much as you do and I don't know if I could've made it this far if you didn't make my sides hurt so much from laughing.
Max- Also commonly typoed at 'Maz'. Thanks for yelling at me for turning off 'Ricky Martin' and prooving me right when I told you off when you were insulting Good Charlotte. You know, we don't really fight over music anymore. Maybe we've both grown up a litte. [hysterical laugh]BWHAHAHHAHAAHAHHA[/hysterical laugh] I think you've pushed me into the direction that music is my passion now. Who can't love it? Even if it is Slipknot. [