Kicked In The Stomach + The Flu

[bad_day_magnet]

We could lose people that we love at given time. But we generally don't think about. Sometimes we are forced to think about it though. What happens when it is one of the people that you love the most involved? Someone who you would do anything and everything for. Someone who if you lost them, a big chunk of you would be lost forever. It's like being drop kicked in the stomach while you have the Flu. You get chills ... Your body aches ... You're fatigued ... Hell, you might even get a little nausea and vomiting. You can't eat ... You can't sleep ... And you're not really sure how you're still managing breathe. Helpless. That's what you are. There's nothing you can do. You're just forced to teeter between the only two possible outcomes. Complete devestation. Or ... Complete relief.

I'm still teetering ...