Wow, What A Day
I would have updated this yesterday but I went to bed at like 8 so I didn't really have time. But yeah, yesterday was a pretty eventful day. I mean 1st went by pretty quickly and all that, but of course 2nd didn't Since somebody is still angry at me. But like halfway through it, I get called up to the guidance office. I went up there and to my surprise, it wasn't Fincher who wanted to see me. But anyways the lady wanted to talk to me, not about cutting and not about drugs, but suicide! Ha! Anyways she told me that some girls came up there and she told me some stuff they said. And I could only think of one person who could have done it. But I didn't want to think that that person did it but I didn't know who else could have. So anyways I got pissed. Right before the end of 2nd my arm started bleeding and the more I thought about it the more I got pissed. So by the end of lunch there were a few places bleeding on my arm. Anyways I talk to the person who I thought might have told and of course she said she didn't. And I was probably being an ass when I was asking, I dunno, I just know when I get like that (angry) I'm not exactly fun to be around. Anyways she goes to class and I dont. And then I ask someone else and they said they didn't think she did and then they said I upset her or something. And so then I go to the lunches, except for 4th because Fincher would have caught me. Anyways I went to Sullivan's room and talked to her pretty much the whole lunch and then I went to find this person and apologize. And I did. I'm not good with apologies and had it been anyone else I probably wouldn't have apologized. But I guess I have a soft spot or something, I dunno. Makes me feel like an ass. haha. Anyways so after that was done I decided I'd rather go in the library than 4th bloc. So that's what I did. I came home walked around the streetz and then went to bed at like 8.
Anyways I was pretty withdrawn for the most part yesterday I guess. But anyways. I hope today goes better. Oh yeah and a side note to the Fuckers who decided to go say whatever they said to that counselor lady, fuck yall. Yall best not let me find out who the fuck said that or I can promise it won't be pretty. I'll probably bust you in the mother fuckin jaw but for sure I'll never speak to you again. And don't any of you think that I wouldn't do that to you. You ain't special. There's probably only 2 people I wouldn't do that two and I know those 2 people didn't do it. One doesn't even go to school and the other said she didn't. So yeah, you just better hope I don't find out. Tell that to the fuckin counselor why don't ya. And to everyone else, have a lovely day.
Anyways I was pretty withdrawn for the most part yesterday I guess. But anyways. I hope today goes better. Oh yeah and a side note to the Fuckers who decided to go say whatever they said to that counselor lady, fuck yall. Yall best not let me find out who the fuck said that or I can promise it won't be pretty. I'll probably bust you in the mother fuckin jaw but for sure I'll never speak to you again. And don't any of you think that I wouldn't do that to you. You ain't special. There's probably only 2 people I wouldn't do that two and I know those 2 people didn't do it. One doesn't even go to school and the other said she didn't. So yeah, you just better hope I don't find out. Tell that to the fuckin counselor why don't ya. And to everyone else, have a lovely day.