good to be bad
I'm starting to wonder if I should just give up on the idea of studying and doing well on my two exams next week??? Can't seem to get myself to do anything constructive. Just been daydreaming about how wonderful and free my life is going to be after next Thursday. I can feel a tinge of anxiety hovering in the "i really should be studying" part of my consciousness that has been controlling my brain for the past two years. Wake up in the morning, "i should be studying", eating lunch, "i should be studying", driving my car, "i should be studying", grocery shopping, "i should be studying". And from what I've heard from friends who have completed the program ahead of me, it takes a while for that little voice to go away, and there are lots of , "shouldn't I be reading something?" moments for months after graduation. I have an exam on Monday over WBC disorders, burns, and trauma. Then my final exam on Wednesday. Out of the 116 points available between the two I only need 57 to pass the class. And even though I wouldn't be all that thrilled with just passing, it hasn't done much for my motivation to figure that out that I could basically continue to do nothing and still end up at graduation. Bad Nikki.
On the other hand, Good Nikki completed her management class with a 4.0. Yes, in theory, I can effectively make others do what I want. Yippee.
Happy Wednesday. 2.5 days of clinical left.
On the other hand, Good Nikki completed her management class with a 4.0. Yes, in theory, I can effectively make others do what I want. Yippee.
Happy Wednesday. 2.5 days of clinical left.