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Dear Starbrighte,
You should really learn how to handle yourself in certain situations. Especially ones that concern friends who you would freaking hate to lose. But the ones you feared losing, like, three months ago, you already have. You just won't admit it to yourself that you probably will never see them again and its all your fault. You wanna know why his sister messaged you via myspace? It's because you're stupid and you just put people down for no apparent reason because things don't go your way sometimes. Heaven forbid they don't call you back right away! You have like, a fucking anurism. You really should just walk your ass into oncoming traffic, you incompetent moronic son of a bitch. You need this. You need the biggest reality check ever. She was right. You DO need to grow up. Really. You act like your in fucking fourth grade still. That is so grammar school. Literally. Whatever. THINGS CHANGE. PEOPLE CHANGE. THEY GO AWAY. YOU DON'T TALK FOR A WHILE. IT HAPPENS. IT DOESN'T MEAN ITS THE END OF THE WORLD! fucking hell. THIS ISN'T FRESHMAN YEAR ANYMORE. GET OVER IT! You just need to come to the realization that it's NOT HIS FAULT THAT YOU'RE LONELY or whatever the fucking hell you think you are. You know what you are? You're selfish. I bet you're worried that he won't ever talk to you again. AND YOU SHOULD BE CAUSE HE PROBABLY WONT BECAUSE YOU PROBABLY PISSED HIM OFF SO MUCH THAT HE HATES YOU. Christ. Really. And it's your fault. Stop brooding about it, Jesus. You make me sick. I bet you're worried about what his sister thinks about you too. And even his family for that matter! She had every right to message you. You know why she did? ITS BECAUSE YOU WERE BEING STUPID AND SELFISH AND SHE COULD REALIZE IT FASTER THAN ANYONE ELSE COULD! You take advantage of what people try to do for you. You oversee the good in everything, and you only focus on the bad stuff, and what they DON'T do for you. You should be happy that he even made the effort to talk to you sometimes, when he could. You should just be happy that he didn't block you yet. Stop messaging him and trying to talk to him. It's not his fault that he doesn't want to talk to you anymore. It's yours. You gave him a reason not to like you. This is what you wanted, isn't it? Stop trying to pretend that nothings wrong. Don't even lie. You know whats wrong, but you won't say sorry to him. Oh yeah, okay, you tried. WHATEVER. That was so insincere when you said it. I wouldn't have believed you. Thats probably why he didn't either. Haha..why are you upset now? Did he sign off on you again? He's giving you the cold shoulder. IGNORING YOU. I bet that hurts. But whatver, cause you did it. You just checked his sisters away message again. You're avoiding the situation, aren't you? WOW. This is pathetic. Ohhh you know what else i bet pisses you off as hell? The fact that he doesn't talk to you anymore, but that he talks to your friend Christina, and his friend Ellie talks to her too. I bet you hate hearing her talk about it in study everyday. Oh man, I bet you were mad today when she was talking about Ellie. Oh man, you must have been PISSED X's 10. You are so selfish. I bet you're pretty much crying by now. You should be, because everything you do makes everyone elses life bad. You know, in olden times, children like you were left to perish on windswept crags. Yeah, thats right, I said it. Tee hee, you're getting mad right now because you can't remember how to say it in Latin. Hehehe It's funny when you get mad. But this is all besides the point. Actually, there was not point to this. You just needed a reality check as hell. If I were you, I would be begging for forgiveness to his whole entire family. Wake up, kiddo, this isn't getting any easier.
♥ Love, Common Sense.
Dear Common Sense,
Wow. W....w...wow. I have no words. That was really, really harsh. Thanks for implying that I should commit suicide. That makes me feel great. Meh. Um. Okay, So I guess i could have been being selfish. I don't know. It's possible. I don't really know what to do now. I tried apologizing, but I'm not very assertive, so I don't know if I did it correctly or not. I'm really unsure. (Obviously.) Oh wow. I am a huge loser aren't I. Meh... I don't even know what to say to that. I guess you're right. Maybe I should do something about it. I Basically just got pwned by my own common sense. Loverly.
♥ Love, Starbrighte.
You should really learn how to handle yourself in certain situations. Especially ones that concern friends who you would freaking hate to lose. But the ones you feared losing, like, three months ago, you already have. You just won't admit it to yourself that you probably will never see them again and its all your fault. You wanna know why his sister messaged you via myspace? It's because you're stupid and you just put people down for no apparent reason because things don't go your way sometimes. Heaven forbid they don't call you back right away! You have like, a fucking anurism. You really should just walk your ass into oncoming traffic, you incompetent moronic son of a bitch. You need this. You need the biggest reality check ever. She was right. You DO need to grow up. Really. You act like your in fucking fourth grade still. That is so grammar school. Literally. Whatever. THINGS CHANGE. PEOPLE CHANGE. THEY GO AWAY. YOU DON'T TALK FOR A WHILE. IT HAPPENS. IT DOESN'T MEAN ITS THE END OF THE WORLD! fucking hell. THIS ISN'T FRESHMAN YEAR ANYMORE. GET OVER IT! You just need to come to the realization that it's NOT HIS FAULT THAT YOU'RE LONELY or whatever the fucking hell you think you are. You know what you are? You're selfish. I bet you're worried that he won't ever talk to you again. AND YOU SHOULD BE CAUSE HE PROBABLY WONT BECAUSE YOU PROBABLY PISSED HIM OFF SO MUCH THAT HE HATES YOU. Christ. Really. And it's your fault. Stop brooding about it, Jesus. You make me sick. I bet you're worried about what his sister thinks about you too. And even his family for that matter! She had every right to message you. You know why she did? ITS BECAUSE YOU WERE BEING STUPID AND SELFISH AND SHE COULD REALIZE IT FASTER THAN ANYONE ELSE COULD! You take advantage of what people try to do for you. You oversee the good in everything, and you only focus on the bad stuff, and what they DON'T do for you. You should be happy that he even made the effort to talk to you sometimes, when he could. You should just be happy that he didn't block you yet. Stop messaging him and trying to talk to him. It's not his fault that he doesn't want to talk to you anymore. It's yours. You gave him a reason not to like you. This is what you wanted, isn't it? Stop trying to pretend that nothings wrong. Don't even lie. You know whats wrong, but you won't say sorry to him. Oh yeah, okay, you tried. WHATEVER. That was so insincere when you said it. I wouldn't have believed you. Thats probably why he didn't either. Haha..why are you upset now? Did he sign off on you again? He's giving you the cold shoulder. IGNORING YOU. I bet that hurts. But whatver, cause you did it. You just checked his sisters away message again. You're avoiding the situation, aren't you? WOW. This is pathetic. Ohhh you know what else i bet pisses you off as hell? The fact that he doesn't talk to you anymore, but that he talks to your friend Christina, and his friend Ellie talks to her too. I bet you hate hearing her talk about it in study everyday. Oh man, I bet you were mad today when she was talking about Ellie. Oh man, you must have been PISSED X's 10. You are so selfish. I bet you're pretty much crying by now. You should be, because everything you do makes everyone elses life bad. You know, in olden times, children like you were left to perish on windswept crags. Yeah, thats right, I said it. Tee hee, you're getting mad right now because you can't remember how to say it in Latin. Hehehe It's funny when you get mad. But this is all besides the point. Actually, there was not point to this. You just needed a reality check as hell. If I were you, I would be begging for forgiveness to his whole entire family. Wake up, kiddo, this isn't getting any easier.
♥ Love, Common Sense.
Dear Common Sense,
Wow. W....w...wow. I have no words. That was really, really harsh. Thanks for implying that I should commit suicide. That makes me feel great. Meh. Um. Okay, So I guess i could have been being selfish. I don't know. It's possible. I don't really know what to do now. I tried apologizing, but I'm not very assertive, so I don't know if I did it correctly or not. I'm really unsure. (Obviously.) Oh wow. I am a huge loser aren't I. Meh... I don't even know what to say to that. I guess you're right. Maybe I should do something about it. I Basically just got pwned by my own common sense. Loverly.
♥ Love, Starbrighte.