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so i told myself i wouldn't get sucked in. that i wouldn't let myself want him again. love him again. and you know wat? i did. and i let him have the power again. i gotta let him come to me again. i cant let it happen again. i gotat keep the line tight. he's online. so much to say to him. but i cant be the first. i cant be eager. i gotta wait. i hate be patient. cos even tho i feel the outcome, i do doubt. a lot.