overwhelming...
I have been so fragmented lately and my journal entries reflect that.
To the naked eye Little 500 went off without a hitch. To those behind the scenes, it was a lot more difficult. I spent nine consecutive hours outside in the 36 degree weather only to get pushed around by people who have no idea how much I have done for them. I would have lost my mind without Regina.
I learned a lot this semester, but I'm not sure if I can take so much learning every semester for the next three years.
I neglected my school work this week and now have to go back at it with everything I have. Problem is, I don't have much left.
I'm still finding cuts and bruises that cannot be explained.
I do realize how lucky I am. My problems come from decisions I've made, not circumstance beyond my control.
Compared to most weekends last night would have been considered nothing special, but it was everything I needed.
"Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing."
Kevin's right. I should step up, but sometimes words are bigger than they seem.
To the naked eye Little 500 went off without a hitch. To those behind the scenes, it was a lot more difficult. I spent nine consecutive hours outside in the 36 degree weather only to get pushed around by people who have no idea how much I have done for them. I would have lost my mind without Regina.
I learned a lot this semester, but I'm not sure if I can take so much learning every semester for the next three years.
I neglected my school work this week and now have to go back at it with everything I have. Problem is, I don't have much left.
I'm still finding cuts and bruises that cannot be explained.
I do realize how lucky I am. My problems come from decisions I've made, not circumstance beyond my control.
Compared to most weekends last night would have been considered nothing special, but it was everything I needed.
"Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing."
Kevin's right. I should step up, but sometimes words are bigger than they seem.