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it takes a lot to make people see how lucky they are, well maybe not so much. It takes that certain look, time, person, ocassion, mood, article of clothing, simple smile, or pair of eyes, for someone to realize it, and i guess that all is a lot to ask for.
This year, i dont regrete one move. Bad or good, its what happened, and you know, in these 365 days, i have learned so much, and at the same time, not very much at all. And maybe i have grown up a lot this year, i know the relations, and consequences, and issues are bigger now, but i dont so much feel older, maybe even younger at that. But in these 12 months i cant think of one thing that i wish i could turn the clocks back to. I happy with my life, and my choices, and my moves, and the people i know, that i thought would never exsist. They are the most amazing people ever. My OAA Gals have touched my life forever most definatly. They are so happy, and full of life, so loving and caring, they will tell you how it is, but still give you a hug when you break on down. And even if i only know them for this year and maybe next year, it's worth it. I love them. Then i remet some people. Some times just looking through the same eyes, but from a different angle, you see the real world. But for a moment pretend you are the bystander, and not the stand in. It makes words come to life, thats for sure. All the things that people stood there and screamed at you, you finally see where they are coming from. Then there are the other instances, where I re-met people that relit my life, made my words dance, and made me see that i can swing on my own. See through the other angle, the people are even more amazing, just the easiest way to say it is that they are so much larger then life. The people you see, but dont think you'll ever touch, more beautiful, priceless, and just, that almost Halmark charm, the face you see from miles away and you think "i'll never meet people like that", those are the people who are larger then life. They have touched my life like never before. These 52 weeks have defiantly made me lucky for everything i have, and ever have had. Im thankful, and oh so very very lucky, for plainly everything. Yeah this is probably the worse christmas ever with my dad unemployed, and states in question, but i might have never been happier just being me and living my life. I've got something figured out, Im not sure what, but its working for me, and thats what counts.
If you read this, you probably are one of the people who really dont care, but thats your minutes that you just wasted.
Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year.
This year, i dont regrete one move. Bad or good, its what happened, and you know, in these 365 days, i have learned so much, and at the same time, not very much at all. And maybe i have grown up a lot this year, i know the relations, and consequences, and issues are bigger now, but i dont so much feel older, maybe even younger at that. But in these 12 months i cant think of one thing that i wish i could turn the clocks back to. I happy with my life, and my choices, and my moves, and the people i know, that i thought would never exsist. They are the most amazing people ever. My OAA Gals have touched my life forever most definatly. They are so happy, and full of life, so loving and caring, they will tell you how it is, but still give you a hug when you break on down. And even if i only know them for this year and maybe next year, it's worth it. I love them. Then i remet some people. Some times just looking through the same eyes, but from a different angle, you see the real world. But for a moment pretend you are the bystander, and not the stand in. It makes words come to life, thats for sure. All the things that people stood there and screamed at you, you finally see where they are coming from. Then there are the other instances, where I re-met people that relit my life, made my words dance, and made me see that i can swing on my own. See through the other angle, the people are even more amazing, just the easiest way to say it is that they are so much larger then life. The people you see, but dont think you'll ever touch, more beautiful, priceless, and just, that almost Halmark charm, the face you see from miles away and you think "i'll never meet people like that", those are the people who are larger then life. They have touched my life like never before. These 52 weeks have defiantly made me lucky for everything i have, and ever have had. Im thankful, and oh so very very lucky, for plainly everything. Yeah this is probably the worse christmas ever with my dad unemployed, and states in question, but i might have never been happier just being me and living my life. I've got something figured out, Im not sure what, but its working for me, and thats what counts.
If you read this, you probably are one of the people who really dont care, but thats your minutes that you just wasted.
Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year.