:What's it like to stand in your shoes?:
WARNING!!! EXTREMELY LONG SURVEY!!! 500 QUESTIONS!!
001. What is your name? Venescha
002. Spell your name backwards. Ahcsenev
003. Date of birth: 11/7/88
004. Male or female? Cunt.
005. Astrological sign: Scorpio
006. Nicknames: Venna, V, Vava, Viva, Nescha
007. Occupation? Professional moocher.
008. Height: 5'5
009. Weight: =\
010. Hair color: Blueblack
011. Eye color: Greeny
012. Where were you born? Lancaster, CA
013. Where do you reside now? Middle of nowhere, CA. AKA Lake LA/Palmdale side
014. Age: 15
015. Screen names: Eyes0faTRAGEDY x, AcandyRAZORBLADE
016. E-mail addy: LiberationBARBIE@hotmail.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? Eyes0faTRAGEDY x...from the APC song 3Libras. AcandyRAZORBLADE...just a thing I made up.
018. What is your LJ name? bactine
019. What does your diary name stand for? "I'm gonna sing the doom song now!" = Gir saying =)
020. Pets: 1 horse, 2305723-57235- cats but only 1 cat I care about.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? I didn't get a cake. =(
022. Piercings? Ears 7/16g, regular holes, left eyebrow 16g , tongue 8g, lip 14g
023. Tattoos? None yet
024. Shoe size: 5 in guys, 7ish in women
025. Righty or lefty? Righty
026. Wearing: PJs
027. Hearing: Some show on E!
028. Feeling: drained
029. Eating/drinking: Diet Pepsi
~Friends Stuff~
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? Billy, me, and Tony when put together.
031. Loudest? Jack
032. Nicest? Tony and Kim
033. Bitchiest? Me when I'm sleep deprived.
034. Life of the party? Jack
035. Jock? Hmm...Well...I dunno. I don't really hang out with "jocks"
036. Prep? Meh.
037. Rebel? Everyone at QH hahaha. =P
038. Cutest? Jack
039. Best friend of the same sex? Sabrina
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? Tony
041. Most popular? Mmm...I'm gonna say me, but not cause people like me...just cause everyone knows me.
042. Rudest? I don't think anyone is really.
043. Most shy? Tony used to be but now he's opened up a lot.
044. Dumbest? Me most of the time haha.
045. Smartest? Kim probably.
046. Weirdest? Franklin HAHA
047. Has the best hair? Billys mohawk is cool...Sabrina's hair<33 Lots of people have cool hair.
048. Best personality? Tony cause hes like ME...but different hahaha
049. Most talented? Tony probably with his writing and music skills and such. and ME with my writing, makeup, piercing haha. SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTIONS ROCK.
050. Most ghetto? Jack. fo sho.
051. Most spoiled? Jack in his huge house with his mom that rocks and everything else that little fucker has!! and Dana with her huge house and awesome dad. Lots of my friends are spoiled...I guess I am too in ways.
053. Pain in the ass? Ben
054. Funniest? Tony and Billy
055. Best advice giver? Tony
056. Druggie? My friends druggies? NAH. I dunno. A few of them smoke weed...its pretty even... I guess Jeremy even though me and Jer aren't close anymore.
057. Most likely to join a cult? Probably me.
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? Yes.
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? Hm...I don't know anymore.
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? aim: 95 msn: uhh like 10-15. yahoo: 60
~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? Yes
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? A few
063. How many people hve you been in love with? 1 or 2
064. How many people have you kissed? 230597230953
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Yes
066. How many people have you dated? 572093579302
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Looks [yeah they matter], personality that fits with mine, romanticness, caringness, and such...
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Face...eyes and lips mostly
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? Outgoing, friends with tons of people.
070. Do you have a bf/gf? No
071. If so where did you meet them? :cry:
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? :CRY:
073. Do you have a crush right now? More than a crush, really.
074. If so who is it? I will love him forever...
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? I believe in heavy attraction that can grow to love very quickly.
076. Do you remember your first love? Yes
077. Who is this old love? I'm beginning to think it's only been Jack
078. Do you believe in fate? At times
079. Do you believe in soul mates? Yes
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? I hope I already have, but it's doubtful....
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? 0
105. What are your parents names? Brad and Gretchen
106. What are your siblings names? n/a
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 5
108. How many siblings does your father have? 1
109. Where are your parents from? Beverly Hills, CA and Fairborn, OH
110. Is your family close? HAHAH no.
111. Does your family get together for holidays? No
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? Probably
113. Any medical problems run through your family? I don't think so.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? Not that I know of.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? Probably.
116. Are your parents divorced? Apparently they will be soon.
117. Do you have step parents? Nope
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? Only me a few times
119. If so for what? Cause I suck.
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Probably.
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? "A Better Place, A Better Time"-Streetlight Manifesto
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? Nothing, because I like it all.
123. What's the best cd you own? I can't choose.
124. What song do you absolutely hate? Not that many. I have an open mind as far as music goes.
125. Do you sing in the shower? Sometimes.
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? Currently, "She Will Be Loved" -Maroon 5
~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~(this is hard when you have a song stuck in your head)
127. Pink: I'm my own worst enemy
128. Aerosmith: I'm the one that jaded you
129. Madonna: In the midnight hour, I can feel your power
130. Korn: All alone I seem to break
131. Backstreet Boys: Time, look where we are
132. The Beatles: Can't buy me love, no
133. Sublime: Cigarette, pressed between her lips but I'm starin at her tits
134. J.Lo: I stay grounded as the amounts roll in
135. *Nsync: When we are apart, I feel it too
136. Limp Bizkit: It's just one of those days when you don't wanna wake up
137. Britney Spears: I've got that boom boom that you want
138. Creed: Can you take me higher
139. Enrique Iglesias: Now that you're gone, I just wanna be with you
140. Good Charlotte: Motivate me, I wanna get myself out of this bed
141. Christina Aguilera: Sorry I'm not a virgin, sorry I'm not a slut
142. Eminem: In the paper, the news everyday I am...I unno it's just the way I am
143. New Found Glory: You're hiding something cause it's burning through your eyes
144. Kelly Clarkson: What if I told you, it was all meant to be
145. Kelly Osbourne: Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah that's what it sounds like you said to me
146. Mandy Moore: Baby come to me, show me who you are
147. Eve: Let me blow ya mind
148. Aaliyah: Are you that somebody
149. Nelly: I'm goin down down baby your street in a range rover
150. Alicia Keys: I never loved someone the way that I love you
151. Incubus: What are you waiting for a certain shade of green
~Favorites~
152. Color: HOT pink and black together.
153. Food: Orange chicken
154. Song: Currently, The entire "Everything Goes Numb" album by Streetlight Manifesto and "She Will Be Loved" by Maroon 5
155. Show: Invader Zim, Stuff on MTV and Fuse
156. School subject: Photography, Journalism
157. Band/singer: Too many. Currently Evanescence, Streetlight Manifesto, Maroon 5
158. Animal: My cat Precious<3
159. Outfit: Jeans and a tee. I need more jeans.
160. Radio station: 100.1 The Edge.
161. Movie: American Beauty, Requiem For A Dream, 2Gether, The Exorcist...lots of stuff I suppose.
162. Pair of shoes: My black classic high top chucks
163. Cartoon: Invader Zim
164. Actor: Alex Solowitz
165. Actress: Thora Birch
166. Potato chip: Doritos
167. Drink: Soda
168. Alcholic drink: Smirnoff Ice, Vodka and some random juice...lots of stuff
169. Holiday: My birthday, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas...ha.
170. Perfume/cologne: Vanilla anything. AXE Essence spray for guys
171. Pizza topping: Pepperoni
172. Jello flavor: Cherry
173. Lunch meat: Bologna
174. Board game: Life
175. Video game: DDR, Mario games
176. Website: Livejournal, Myspace, Melo, Vampirefreaks, FTJ...stuff.
177. Book: Prozac Nation, CUT, Girl Interrupted, Go Ask Alice
178. Computer game: Never really played any.
179. Number: Hmm...25? I don't know.
180. Cereal: Lucky Charms
181. Comedian: Dave Chapelle, Andy Dick
182. Dessert: Ice cream
183. Disney character: Stitch
184. Clothing store: Wherever that has clothes I want.
185. Pasttime: Internet
186. Teacher: Mr. Millings, Mr. Condley
187. Childhood toy: Barbies, Legos, Super Nintendo
188. Carnival game/ride: Ring of Fire...I hope they have it this year.
189. Candy bar: Hersheys cookies and cream
190. Magazine: Revolver and FHM
191. Salad dressing: Ranch
192. Thing to do on the weekend: Be with friends / bf of the time.
193. Hot drink: French Vanilla cappucino
194. Season: Fall
195. Sport to watch: Ew sports.
196. Person to talk to online: Tony I suppose.
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? Ugly.
198. What color are your bedroom walls? White
199. Do you have posters on your wall? My walls are covered in posters/pics/etc
200. If so of what? Everything you could think of.
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? Yes
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 3
203. What do you normally sleep in? PJ pants and a tank top, or just the pants
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: I don't have a favorite
205. What size bed do you have? Full...I need a new one
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? uhh...bed?
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? No
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? Rarely. I do at Jacks house those.
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: I don't remember.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? I sleep with a baby blanket.
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? On my stomach with my right leg brought up, clenching my baby blanket.
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? No siblings
214. Do you snore? I don't think so.
215. How about drool? Yea hah.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? Yes
217. What color is the carpet in your room? Tan and stained
218. What's under your bed? Random things.
This or that~
219. Coke/Pepsi: Pepsi
220. Doughnuts/bagels: Doughnuts
221. Day/night: Night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: Mmm west
223. Heaven/hell: If they exists, heaven I suppose
224. Make love/have sex: Make love
225. Coffee/tea: Frappucino
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: Hamburger
227. Rap/rock: Rock
228. Britney/Christina: Christina
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: I'm not a big fan of cheese
230. Real World/Road Rules: Real World
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: *Nsync
232. Silver/gold: Silver or white gold
233. Nike/Adidas: Adidas
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: That's not fair. Mcdonalds is burgers, Taco Bell is tacos. I like them both.
235. Sweet/sour: Sweet
236. Punk/emo: Emo
237. Hot/cold: Comfortably breezy, or cold
238. Winter/summer: Winter
239. Spring/fall: Fall
240. Operas/plays: Plays
241. Read/watch tv: Watch TV
242. Cd's/tapes: CDs
243. Dvd's/vhs: DVDs
244. Old/new: New
245. Shorts/skirts: Skirts
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: Depends on the feel you want.
248. Meat/vegetables: Meat
249. Mexican food/chinese food: CHINESE
250. Commercials/infomercials: No thanx.
251. Scary movies/comedies: Scary movies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikinis
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: Sandals
254. Dogs/cats: Cats
255. Unicorns/fairies: Fairies
256. Water/land: Water
257. Sugar/spice: Sugar
258. Black/white: Black
259. Ribbons/bows: Ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: Beef
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: White
262. Cars/trucks: Both
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: Austin Powers
264. Popcorn/pretzels: Pretzels
265. Hip-hop/Rock: Rock
266. Passionate kiss/peck: Passionate
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: Street brawls
268. Back rub/foot massage: Back rub
269. Picture frames/photo albums: Both
270. Pens/pencils: Pens
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: Good musician. Not too bad on the eyes either.
272. Virgins: Exist. But I'm not one. Sometimes I wish I was.
273. God: I don't know anymore
274. The Osbournes: They're people too.
275. Reality TV: Is sometimes entertaining.
276. J.Lo: Is good at what she does
277. Religion: sucks
278. Emo music: Rocks
279. Valentine's Day: Just makes me feel like shit.
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: She could've been a little more...not...naked.
281. Homosexuals: Rock
282. abortion: Pro choice
283. Inter-racial relationships: Whatever creams your twinkie
284. Murder: Just not me or anyone I love.
285. Death: Indecisive on the matter.
286. Obesity: Scares me.
287. Pre-marital sex: Is necessary
288. Terrorism: meh.
289. Pornography: Rocks
290. Fortune tellers: I'll probably go to one in my lifetime.
291. Threesomes: Fun, if everyone is attracted to everyone else. If not, total disaster
292. Prostitution: If she/he wants to.
293. Politics: Too much drama.
294. Country music: Is good sometimes
295. Your Last Boyfriend/Girlfriend: John. He pressured me into it basically. I tried to convince myself I was happy but I wasn't.
296. Cloning: You can clone your cat for $50,000...I want to =(
297. Britney's boobs: They're just boobs.
298. Gas prices in America: suck for me since I get my license in 6 months.
~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: My love<333 if only...
300. Tiffany: I pierced her belly button
301. Ben: Ex boyfriend
302. Maria: My middle name is Marie...
303. Jennifer: Lopez
304. Nicole: That one girl that gave Brandon a hand job in the movie theatre
305. Amy: Lee
306. Adam: moved to Georgie =(
307. Richard: Ew...guy from Alabama
308. Justin: Timberlake
309. Arnold: Governator
310. Tom: Arnold
311. Melissa: Ex best friend
312. Charlotte: North Carolina
313. Harold: Wow, what an ugly name.
314. John: Bastard.
315. Joel: List. 1st grade crush. He lives around the corner from me.
316. Vanessa: Carlton
317. Michelle: Peters is a cunt. She lives around the corner from me too.
318. Kevin: Sabrina's friend
319. Brent: Don't know a Brent.
320. Jake: Jacob
321. Billy: FACE!!!!!!
322. Sarah: Red hair.
323. Natalie: My neighbor
324. Christy: Brinkley
325. Nick: Carter kicked Paris Hiltons ass hahahahah!
326. Linda: BLAIR! EXORCIST!!!
327. Taylor: Hanson
328. Jordan: I knew a Jordan in 2nd grade
329. Jamie: Lynn
330. Adrian: Rocky
~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? GOD NO
332. Been on a diet? Yes
333. Been to a foreign country? No
334. Broken a bone? No
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? Fillings
336. Swear at a teacher? Yes
337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? Lots of em.
338. Got in a fight? Not physical...well...not with anyone but my parents I guess
339. Dated a teacher? No
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? No
341. Thought about killing your enemy? Yes
342. Gone skinny dipping? No
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? Hmmm
344. Told a little white lie? Of course
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? Yea
346. Used a foreign object to masturbate? Ha...foreign
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? I doubt it
348. Been on tv? High School TV channel
349. Been on the radio? Yes. I had my own commercial when I was about 5. My dad owned 95.9 The Burner and was a DJ and I said "My daddy rocks the high desert!" yeah. They played that a lot.
350. Been in a mosh pit? YES!!!
351. Been to a concert? Mmmhmm
352. Dated one of your best friends? They became my good friends after
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? All the time
354. Decieved somebody close to you? Everyone decieves me, it's never the other way around.
355. Broken the law? Yes
356. Been to a rodeo? Yes
357. Been on a talk show? No
358. Been on a game show? No
359. Been on an airplane? No
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? Ambulance
361. Came close to dying? Drowning.
362. Cheated on a bf/gf?: No
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? Yes
364. Terrorized a babysitter?: My mom always watched me so yeah I guess
365. Made a mud pie? I ate some once...
366. Had a dream that youre falling off a cliff? Yes
367. Snuck out of the house at night? Never had to
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? No
369. Had an eating disorder? Yes
370. Felt like you didn't belong? My whole life
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? Yes
372. Smoked? Weed once. It was stupid.
373. Done drugs? Yes
374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? No
375. Had your tonsils removed? I need them removed.
376. Gone camping? Yes
377. Won a bet? I won one last night in fact. $50. I don't think I'll make Franklin pay me though.
378. Written a love letter? Yes
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? Yes
380. Written a love poem? Yes
381. Kissed in the rain? Yes...made love in the rain too....I miss that night.
382. Slow danced with someone you loved? Yes
383. Participated in cyber sex? When I was 12 cause it was funny
384. Faked an orgasm? Yes
385. Stolen a kiss? Eh
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? Yes
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? Not STEAL...just date after me
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? Yes
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? Not yet
390. Done jail time? No
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? No job
392. Won a trophy? Yes
393. Thrown up in public? Is Billy's moms house public? Hmm
394. Bowled a perfect game? Not even close
395. Failed/got held back? Skipped ahead.
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? Yes
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? Never had them
398. Taken ballet lessons? Nope
399. Attempted suicide? A few times
400. Cut yourself? For 3 years
~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? Yes
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? I had a couple
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? Sometimes
404. Did you play Simon Says? I love that game
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? No
406. Did you wet the bed? Everyone did
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? No
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? Ha no.
409. Were you shy? Sometimes
410. Were you spoiled? Yes
411. Were you abused? Verbally
412. Did you go to the circus? Yes. Cirque Solei and Ringling Bros.
413. Did you go to the zoo? Yes. The hippo wiggled it ears at me.
414. Were you in a car accident? Nope
415. Did you build snowmen? Yes. I put diapers on them
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? Yes
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? Never saw them
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? Yes
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? Ninja Turtles blow.
421. Did you have slumber parties? Yes
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? Never liked them.
426. Name 3 things that are next: Huh?
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? A few times, but that was recent.
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? For awhile.
*randomness*
425. Do you believe in aliens? I believe in Zim
427. Do you have any hidden talents? I doubt it
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? I'm usually up when they do.
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? Drama
430. What would your movie star name be? Venescha
431. Do you play any sports? Ewl no
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? The Exorcist
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? American Beauty
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? May, but it was so dumb it ruled
435. Do you drive? I DO NOW!! :dance dance: I got my permit on August 13
436. What is your dream car? Dunno yet.
437. Do you think you're good looking? No
438. Do others think you are good looking? A few people
439. Would you ever sky dive? Maybe
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? Hah no
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 7
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? No
443. Do you believe in God? Don't know.
444. Do you believe in Satan? Don't know.
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? Don't know
446. Do you believe there is a hell? Don't know
447. Do you own a pooltable? No
448. Do you have a pool? No
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? Yes but it doesn't work
450. Do you like chocolate? Yes
451. Who/what is on your 2004 calendar? I don't have one
452. How many U.S. states have you been too? 1
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? Yes
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? I dunno...
456. What is your weakness? Love and Jack. They go hand in hand
457. Name something you can't get enough of: Kisses from a person who knows how to kiss
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: "fat, pierced, colorful"
459. How many kids do you want to have? 1-3
460. Future daughters names: Wenzdai, Kittie, Talena, Amy
461. Future sons names: Kurt, Chester
462. What is your ideal way to die? Peacefully
463. How do you release stress? Crying and sleeping
464. Are you a trendy person? No
465. Are you an artistic person? Yes
466. Are you a realistic person? Sometimes
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? Depends what shoes
468. Are you a strong person? In ways
469. Are you a strong willed person? Sometimes
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? LJ comment
471. Who is the last person to IM you? Michael
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? Yes
473. Are you a deep sleeper? At times
474. Are you a good story teller? Nah
475. What do you believe is your best quality? Ability to love
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? Staying alive
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? Candles
478. Do you do yoga? I did when I was little
479. Do you have your own credit card? That would be bad
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? 1 word: Liposuction
481. Do you have a check book? No
482. Do you like your driver's license picture? My permit pic is okay by me
483. Do you tan easily? I burn
484. What color is your hair naturally? Light brown
485. How many fillings do you have? 4
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 230573209573905732
487. Worst feeling in the world? Losing the one you love in anyway
488. Best feeling in the world? Laying with Jack in his bed...his head buried in my shoulders/neck. Not worrying about doing anything...just...being
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? Figuratively, empty. When I look at an actual glass, full.
490. Last thing you downloaded? Streetlight Manifesto-ness
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? No
492. What do you think people think of you? They either love me or hate me. No grey area
493. Are you a likeable person? I try to be
494. Do you need therapy? Probably
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? I used to
496. What the best way to be proposed to? Anyway by the person you love
497. What kind of movie would you star in? You asked already and I said DRAMA
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UPS: I doubt they'd merge.
499. When are you moving? When I go to college I guess
500. What's your favorite phrase? I love you <3
holy. Fucking. SHIT that took me HOURS to finish. ;_;
001. What is your name? Venescha
002. Spell your name backwards. Ahcsenev
003. Date of birth: 11/7/88
004. Male or female? Cunt.
005. Astrological sign: Scorpio
006. Nicknames: Venna, V, Vava, Viva, Nescha
007. Occupation? Professional moocher.
008. Height: 5'5
009. Weight: =\
010. Hair color: Blueblack
011. Eye color: Greeny
012. Where were you born? Lancaster, CA
013. Where do you reside now? Middle of nowhere, CA. AKA Lake LA/Palmdale side
014. Age: 15
015. Screen names: Eyes0faTRAGEDY x, AcandyRAZORBLADE
016. E-mail addy: LiberationBARBIE@hotmail.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? Eyes0faTRAGEDY x...from the APC song 3Libras. AcandyRAZORBLADE...just a thing I made up.
018. What is your LJ name? bactine
019. What does your diary name stand for? "I'm gonna sing the doom song now!" = Gir saying =)
020. Pets: 1 horse, 2305723-57235- cats but only 1 cat I care about.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? I didn't get a cake. =(
022. Piercings? Ears 7/16g, regular holes, left eyebrow 16g , tongue 8g, lip 14g
023. Tattoos? None yet
024. Shoe size: 5 in guys, 7ish in women
025. Righty or lefty? Righty
026. Wearing: PJs
027. Hearing: Some show on E!
028. Feeling: drained
029. Eating/drinking: Diet Pepsi
~Friends Stuff~
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? Billy, me, and Tony when put together.
031. Loudest? Jack
032. Nicest? Tony and Kim
033. Bitchiest? Me when I'm sleep deprived.
034. Life of the party? Jack
035. Jock? Hmm...Well...I dunno. I don't really hang out with "jocks"
036. Prep? Meh.
037. Rebel? Everyone at QH hahaha. =P
038. Cutest? Jack
039. Best friend of the same sex? Sabrina
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? Tony
041. Most popular? Mmm...I'm gonna say me, but not cause people like me...just cause everyone knows me.
042. Rudest? I don't think anyone is really.
043. Most shy? Tony used to be but now he's opened up a lot.
044. Dumbest? Me most of the time haha.
045. Smartest? Kim probably.
046. Weirdest? Franklin HAHA
047. Has the best hair? Billys mohawk is cool...Sabrina's hair<33 Lots of people have cool hair.
048. Best personality? Tony cause hes like ME...but different hahaha
049. Most talented? Tony probably with his writing and music skills and such. and ME with my writing, makeup, piercing haha. SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTIONS ROCK.
050. Most ghetto? Jack. fo sho.
051. Most spoiled? Jack in his huge house with his mom that rocks and everything else that little fucker has!! and Dana with her huge house and awesome dad. Lots of my friends are spoiled...I guess I am too in ways.
053. Pain in the ass? Ben
054. Funniest? Tony and Billy
055. Best advice giver? Tony
056. Druggie? My friends druggies? NAH. I dunno. A few of them smoke weed...its pretty even... I guess Jeremy even though me and Jer aren't close anymore.
057. Most likely to join a cult? Probably me.
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? Yes.
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? Hm...I don't know anymore.
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? aim: 95 msn: uhh like 10-15. yahoo: 60
~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? Yes
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? A few
063. How many people hve you been in love with? 1 or 2
064. How many people have you kissed? 230597230953
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Yes
066. How many people have you dated? 572093579302
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Looks [yeah they matter], personality that fits with mine, romanticness, caringness, and such...
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Face...eyes and lips mostly
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? Outgoing, friends with tons of people.
070. Do you have a bf/gf? No
071. If so where did you meet them? :cry:
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? :CRY:
073. Do you have a crush right now? More than a crush, really.
074. If so who is it? I will love him forever...
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? I believe in heavy attraction that can grow to love very quickly.
076. Do you remember your first love? Yes
077. Who is this old love? I'm beginning to think it's only been Jack
078. Do you believe in fate? At times
079. Do you believe in soul mates? Yes
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? I hope I already have, but it's doubtful....
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? 0
105. What are your parents names? Brad and Gretchen
106. What are your siblings names? n/a
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 5
108. How many siblings does your father have? 1
109. Where are your parents from? Beverly Hills, CA and Fairborn, OH
110. Is your family close? HAHAH no.
111. Does your family get together for holidays? No
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? Probably
113. Any medical problems run through your family? I don't think so.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? Not that I know of.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? Probably.
116. Are your parents divorced? Apparently they will be soon.
117. Do you have step parents? Nope
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? Only me a few times
119. If so for what? Cause I suck.
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Probably.
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? "A Better Place, A Better Time"-Streetlight Manifesto
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? Nothing, because I like it all.
123. What's the best cd you own? I can't choose.
124. What song do you absolutely hate? Not that many. I have an open mind as far as music goes.
125. Do you sing in the shower? Sometimes.
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? Currently, "She Will Be Loved" -Maroon 5
~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~(this is hard when you have a song stuck in your head)
127. Pink: I'm my own worst enemy
128. Aerosmith: I'm the one that jaded you
129. Madonna: In the midnight hour, I can feel your power
130. Korn: All alone I seem to break
131. Backstreet Boys: Time, look where we are
132. The Beatles: Can't buy me love, no
133. Sublime: Cigarette, pressed between her lips but I'm starin at her tits
134. J.Lo: I stay grounded as the amounts roll in
135. *Nsync: When we are apart, I feel it too
136. Limp Bizkit: It's just one of those days when you don't wanna wake up
137. Britney Spears: I've got that boom boom that you want
138. Creed: Can you take me higher
139. Enrique Iglesias: Now that you're gone, I just wanna be with you
140. Good Charlotte: Motivate me, I wanna get myself out of this bed
141. Christina Aguilera: Sorry I'm not a virgin, sorry I'm not a slut
142. Eminem: In the paper, the news everyday I am...I unno it's just the way I am
143. New Found Glory: You're hiding something cause it's burning through your eyes
144. Kelly Clarkson: What if I told you, it was all meant to be
145. Kelly Osbourne: Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah that's what it sounds like you said to me
146. Mandy Moore: Baby come to me, show me who you are
147. Eve: Let me blow ya mind
148. Aaliyah: Are you that somebody
149. Nelly: I'm goin down down baby your street in a range rover
150. Alicia Keys: I never loved someone the way that I love you
151. Incubus: What are you waiting for a certain shade of green
~Favorites~
152. Color: HOT pink and black together.
153. Food: Orange chicken
154. Song: Currently, The entire "Everything Goes Numb" album by Streetlight Manifesto and "She Will Be Loved" by Maroon 5
155. Show: Invader Zim, Stuff on MTV and Fuse
156. School subject: Photography, Journalism
157. Band/singer: Too many. Currently Evanescence, Streetlight Manifesto, Maroon 5
158. Animal: My cat Precious<3
159. Outfit: Jeans and a tee. I need more jeans.
160. Radio station: 100.1 The Edge.
161. Movie: American Beauty, Requiem For A Dream, 2Gether, The Exorcist...lots of stuff I suppose.
162. Pair of shoes: My black classic high top chucks
163. Cartoon: Invader Zim
164. Actor: Alex Solowitz
165. Actress: Thora Birch
166. Potato chip: Doritos
167. Drink: Soda
168. Alcholic drink: Smirnoff Ice, Vodka and some random juice...lots of stuff
169. Holiday: My birthday, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas...ha.
170. Perfume/cologne: Vanilla anything. AXE Essence spray for guys
171. Pizza topping: Pepperoni
172. Jello flavor: Cherry
173. Lunch meat: Bologna
174. Board game: Life
175. Video game: DDR, Mario games
176. Website: Livejournal, Myspace, Melo, Vampirefreaks, FTJ...stuff.
177. Book: Prozac Nation, CUT, Girl Interrupted, Go Ask Alice
178. Computer game: Never really played any.
179. Number: Hmm...25? I don't know.
180. Cereal: Lucky Charms
181. Comedian: Dave Chapelle, Andy Dick
182. Dessert: Ice cream
183. Disney character: Stitch
184. Clothing store: Wherever that has clothes I want.
185. Pasttime: Internet
186. Teacher: Mr. Millings, Mr. Condley
187. Childhood toy: Barbies, Legos, Super Nintendo
188. Carnival game/ride: Ring of Fire...I hope they have it this year.
189. Candy bar: Hersheys cookies and cream
190. Magazine: Revolver and FHM
191. Salad dressing: Ranch
192. Thing to do on the weekend: Be with friends / bf of the time.
193. Hot drink: French Vanilla cappucino
194. Season: Fall
195. Sport to watch: Ew sports.
196. Person to talk to online: Tony I suppose.
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? Ugly.
198. What color are your bedroom walls? White
199. Do you have posters on your wall? My walls are covered in posters/pics/etc
200. If so of what? Everything you could think of.
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? Yes
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 3
203. What do you normally sleep in? PJ pants and a tank top, or just the pants
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: I don't have a favorite
205. What size bed do you have? Full...I need a new one
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? uhh...bed?
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? No
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? Rarely. I do at Jacks house those.
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: I don't remember.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? I sleep with a baby blanket.
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? On my stomach with my right leg brought up, clenching my baby blanket.
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? No siblings
214. Do you snore? I don't think so.
215. How about drool? Yea hah.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? Yes
217. What color is the carpet in your room? Tan and stained
218. What's under your bed? Random things.
This or that~
219. Coke/Pepsi: Pepsi
220. Doughnuts/bagels: Doughnuts
221. Day/night: Night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: Mmm west
223. Heaven/hell: If they exists, heaven I suppose
224. Make love/have sex: Make love
225. Coffee/tea: Frappucino
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: Hamburger
227. Rap/rock: Rock
228. Britney/Christina: Christina
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: I'm not a big fan of cheese
230. Real World/Road Rules: Real World
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: *Nsync
232. Silver/gold: Silver or white gold
233. Nike/Adidas: Adidas
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: That's not fair. Mcdonalds is burgers, Taco Bell is tacos. I like them both.
235. Sweet/sour: Sweet
236. Punk/emo: Emo
237. Hot/cold: Comfortably breezy, or cold
238. Winter/summer: Winter
239. Spring/fall: Fall
240. Operas/plays: Plays
241. Read/watch tv: Watch TV
242. Cd's/tapes: CDs
243. Dvd's/vhs: DVDs
244. Old/new: New
245. Shorts/skirts: Skirts
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: Depends on the feel you want.
248. Meat/vegetables: Meat
249. Mexican food/chinese food: CHINESE
250. Commercials/infomercials: No thanx.
251. Scary movies/comedies: Scary movies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikinis
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: Sandals
254. Dogs/cats: Cats
255. Unicorns/fairies: Fairies
256. Water/land: Water
257. Sugar/spice: Sugar
258. Black/white: Black
259. Ribbons/bows: Ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: Beef
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: White
262. Cars/trucks: Both
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: Austin Powers
264. Popcorn/pretzels: Pretzels
265. Hip-hop/Rock: Rock
266. Passionate kiss/peck: Passionate
267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: Street brawls
268. Back rub/foot massage: Back rub
269. Picture frames/photo albums: Both
270. Pens/pencils: Pens
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: Good musician. Not too bad on the eyes either.
272. Virgins: Exist. But I'm not one. Sometimes I wish I was.
273. God: I don't know anymore
274. The Osbournes: They're people too.
275. Reality TV: Is sometimes entertaining.
276. J.Lo: Is good at what she does
277. Religion: sucks
278. Emo music: Rocks
279. Valentine's Day: Just makes me feel like shit.
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: She could've been a little more...not...naked.
281. Homosexuals: Rock
282. abortion: Pro choice
283. Inter-racial relationships: Whatever creams your twinkie
284. Murder: Just not me or anyone I love.
285. Death: Indecisive on the matter.
286. Obesity: Scares me.
287. Pre-marital sex: Is necessary
288. Terrorism: meh.
289. Pornography: Rocks
290. Fortune tellers: I'll probably go to one in my lifetime.
291. Threesomes: Fun, if everyone is attracted to everyone else. If not, total disaster
292. Prostitution: If she/he wants to.
293. Politics: Too much drama.
294. Country music: Is good sometimes
295. Your Last Boyfriend/Girlfriend: John. He pressured me into it basically. I tried to convince myself I was happy but I wasn't.
296. Cloning: You can clone your cat for $50,000...I want to =(
297. Britney's boobs: They're just boobs.
298. Gas prices in America: suck for me since I get my license in 6 months.
~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: My love<333 if only...
300. Tiffany: I pierced her belly button
301. Ben: Ex boyfriend
302. Maria: My middle name is Marie...
303. Jennifer: Lopez
304. Nicole: That one girl that gave Brandon a hand job in the movie theatre
305. Amy: Lee
306. Adam: moved to Georgie =(
307. Richard: Ew...guy from Alabama
308. Justin: Timberlake
309. Arnold: Governator
310. Tom: Arnold
311. Melissa: Ex best friend
312. Charlotte: North Carolina
313. Harold: Wow, what an ugly name.
314. John: Bastard.
315. Joel: List. 1st grade crush. He lives around the corner from me.
316. Vanessa: Carlton
317. Michelle: Peters is a cunt. She lives around the corner from me too.
318. Kevin: Sabrina's friend
319. Brent: Don't know a Brent.
320. Jake: Jacob
321. Billy: FACE!!!!!!
322. Sarah: Red hair.
323. Natalie: My neighbor
324. Christy: Brinkley
325. Nick: Carter kicked Paris Hiltons ass hahahahah!
326. Linda: BLAIR! EXORCIST!!!
327. Taylor: Hanson
328. Jordan: I knew a Jordan in 2nd grade
329. Jamie: Lynn
330. Adrian: Rocky
~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? GOD NO
332. Been on a diet? Yes
333. Been to a foreign country? No
334. Broken a bone? No
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? Fillings
336. Swear at a teacher? Yes
337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? Lots of em.
338. Got in a fight? Not physical...well...not with anyone but my parents I guess
339. Dated a teacher? No
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? No
341. Thought about killing your enemy? Yes
342. Gone skinny dipping? No
343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? Hmmm
344. Told a little white lie? Of course
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? Yea
346. Used a foreign object to masturbate? Ha...foreign
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? I doubt it
348. Been on tv? High School TV channel
349. Been on the radio? Yes. I had my own commercial when I was about 5. My dad owned 95.9 The Burner and was a DJ and I said "My daddy rocks the high desert!" yeah. They played that a lot.
350. Been in a mosh pit? YES!!!
351. Been to a concert? Mmmhmm
352. Dated one of your best friends? They became my good friends after
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? All the time
354. Decieved somebody close to you? Everyone decieves me, it's never the other way around.
355. Broken the law? Yes
356. Been to a rodeo? Yes
357. Been on a talk show? No
358. Been on a game show? No
359. Been on an airplane? No
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? Ambulance
361. Came close to dying? Drowning.
362. Cheated on a bf/gf?: No
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? Yes
364. Terrorized a babysitter?: My mom always watched me so yeah I guess
365. Made a mud pie? I ate some once...
366. Had a dream that youre falling off a cliff? Yes
367. Snuck out of the house at night? Never had to
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? No
369. Had an eating disorder? Yes
370. Felt like you didn't belong? My whole life
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? Yes
372. Smoked? Weed once. It was stupid.
373. Done drugs? Yes
374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? No
375. Had your tonsils removed? I need them removed.
376. Gone camping? Yes
377. Won a bet? I won one last night in fact. $50. I don't think I'll make Franklin pay me though.
378. Written a love letter? Yes
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? Yes
380. Written a love poem? Yes
381. Kissed in the rain? Yes...made love in the rain too....I miss that night.
382. Slow danced with someone you loved? Yes
383. Participated in cyber sex? When I was 12 cause it was funny
384. Faked an orgasm? Yes
385. Stolen a kiss? Eh
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? Yes
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? Not STEAL...just date after me
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? Yes
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? Not yet
390. Done jail time? No
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? No job
392. Won a trophy? Yes
393. Thrown up in public? Is Billy's moms house public? Hmm
394. Bowled a perfect game? Not even close
395. Failed/got held back? Skipped ahead.
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? Yes
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? Never had them
398. Taken ballet lessons? Nope
399. Attempted suicide? A few times
400. Cut yourself? For 3 years
~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? Yes
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? I had a couple
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? Sometimes
404. Did you play Simon Says? I love that game
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? No
406. Did you wet the bed? Everyone did
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? No
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? Ha no.
409. Were you shy? Sometimes
410. Were you spoiled? Yes
411. Were you abused? Verbally
412. Did you go to the circus? Yes. Cirque Solei and Ringling Bros.
413. Did you go to the zoo? Yes. The hippo wiggled it ears at me.
414. Were you in a car accident? Nope
415. Did you build snowmen? Yes. I put diapers on them
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? Yes
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? Never saw them
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? Yes
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? Ninja Turtles blow.
421. Did you have slumber parties? Yes
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? Never liked them.
426. Name 3 things that are next: Huh?
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? A few times, but that was recent.
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? For awhile.
*randomness*
425. Do you believe in aliens? I believe in Zim
427. Do you have any hidden talents? I doubt it
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? I'm usually up when they do.
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? Drama
430. What would your movie star name be? Venescha
431. Do you play any sports? Ewl no
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? The Exorcist
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? American Beauty
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? May, but it was so dumb it ruled
435. Do you drive? I DO NOW!! :dance dance: I got my permit on August 13
436. What is your dream car? Dunno yet.
437. Do you think you're good looking? No
438. Do others think you are good looking? A few people
439. Would you ever sky dive? Maybe
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? Hah no
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 7
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? No
443. Do you believe in God? Don't know.
444. Do you believe in Satan? Don't know.
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? Don't know
446. Do you believe there is a hell? Don't know
447. Do you own a pooltable? No
448. Do you have a pool? No
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? Yes but it doesn't work
450. Do you like chocolate? Yes
451. Who/what is on your 2004 calendar? I don't have one
452. How many U.S. states have you been too? 1
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? Yes
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? I dunno...
456. What is your weakness? Love and Jack. They go hand in hand
457. Name something you can't get enough of: Kisses from a person who knows how to kiss
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: "fat, pierced, colorful"
459. How many kids do you want to have? 1-3
460. Future daughters names: Wenzdai, Kittie, Talena, Amy
461. Future sons names: Kurt, Chester
462. What is your ideal way to die? Peacefully
463. How do you release stress? Crying and sleeping
464. Are you a trendy person? No
465. Are you an artistic person? Yes
466. Are you a realistic person? Sometimes
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? Depends what shoes
468. Are you a strong person? In ways
469. Are you a strong willed person? Sometimes
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? LJ comment
471. Who is the last person to IM you? Michael
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? Yes
473. Are you a deep sleeper? At times
474. Are you a good story teller? Nah
475. What do you believe is your best quality? Ability to love
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? Staying alive
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? Candles
478. Do you do yoga? I did when I was little
479. Do you have your own credit card? That would be bad
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? 1 word: Liposuction
481. Do you have a check book? No
482. Do you like your driver's license picture? My permit pic is okay by me
483. Do you tan easily? I burn
484. What color is your hair naturally? Light brown
485. How many fillings do you have? 4
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 230573209573905732
487. Worst feeling in the world? Losing the one you love in anyway
488. Best feeling in the world? Laying with Jack in his bed...his head buried in my shoulders/neck. Not worrying about doing anything...just...being
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? Figuratively, empty. When I look at an actual glass, full.
490. Last thing you downloaded? Streetlight Manifesto-ness
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? No
492. What do you think people think of you? They either love me or hate me. No grey area
493. Are you a likeable person? I try to be
494. Do you need therapy? Probably
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? I used to
496. What the best way to be proposed to? Anyway by the person you love
497. What kind of movie would you star in? You asked already and I said DRAMA
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UPS: I doubt they'd merge.
499. When are you moving? When I go to college I guess
500. What's your favorite phrase? I love you <3
holy. Fucking. SHIT that took me HOURS to finish. ;_;