GRRRR
My mom and I got into a fight... about States... and she starts fucking yelling at me and is like, NO I'M NOT COMING!! I TOLD YOU I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO BE IN MARCHING BAND IN THE FIRST PLACE! DON'T FUCKING ASSUME THAT I CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE DOING! BLAH BLAH BLAH I'M A DUMB WHORE!!!!!!!!!
So... she told she was coming why?! Atleast my dad is... atleast someone in my fucking family cares about what I do.
She's such a hypocrite. DRIVES ME UP A WALL!
She told me that if I wanted her to write a check for the video she would. Which, I think, is better than her actually coming to see me because if she came, she'd bitch about it for weeks and think she should be a saint. God forbid you come to ONE of your daughter's concerts. My dad is driving 2 hours to see me tonight, for 10 minutes. Not even guaranteeing I can see him after the show. Wow thanks mom, you can't drive 10 minutes and watch for 10 minutes and then leave. Too much work for her, I suppose. Well, what can ya do? The spoiled brat was brought up in Bloomfield Hills... she thinks that everything should be handed to her on a plate and she can treat people like shit. I got news for her... when she's old and she needs help, I ain't doing shit. Yeah, I still remember the time I had to go to the hospital but you wouldn't take me because you "had to study." YOU HAD TO FUCKING STUDY!?! WHAT THE HELL KINDA EXCUSE IS THAT!!! So I had to call Kira because unlike you, mother dearest, I have friends.
Thanks mom. You make me feel like shit.
WE GOT 6TH!!! OMG!!! THAT IS FREAKING AWESOME!!!
GOOD JOB DRAGONS!!
But on another note... I was supposed to go to the all night party but I didn't... so they called my house and Mrs. DeCook was like, May I speak to Susan Bacon? And I said that's she's definitely sleeping... and she goes, Oh? Sleeping? And I really wanted to say, No she's screwing the hell out of our cat. At 1:30 am.
Then my mom picked up the phone and said that there was no problem, I just didn't feel good.
Today is Halloween... yay I guess... I never got the pumpkin I really wanted but oh well... such is life... I'm really bothered by something and it's preventing me from being happy... when we just got 6th in the entire state... I should be awesomely excited... and I was... for a while. After we got off the field, I checked my phone and it said that my dad had called so I called him back and asked if he had watched us and he's like, well it's a funny story... I got all the way there and forgot that you had to pay to get in... and I searched all around Pontiac but I couldn't find my bank... so I had to turn back because I had no money.
Funny? Funny my ass. I started crying. My mom said she'd show up, told me she didn't care what I did and didn't. My dad said he'd show up, and "forgot" about the price. I'm sure. But Shelly, Becca, and Sydney sang "Have I told you lately... that I love you" at the top of their lungs to me and it made me feel better atleast. So no one in my family cares... what else is new. But Jesse and Kira showed up, it made me feel good too. Atleast my friends care even if my family doesn't. I don't think alot of people knew how big of a deal this was to me... but oh well... I guess I expect too much of people. I really wish I could hang out with Brian... but I guess that's not gonna happen either... I keep calling him or asking him to hang out and he just blows me off... so oh well... we'll see if we even do anything for Halloween tomorrow. I don't really care anymore. I wish I did but I can't. Why am I even writing all this out? It's 2 am in the morning and I should be sleeping... that's why I'm not hanging out with Jesse, Kira, Katie, Rob, girl Jessie, and Christina like I said I would... asociwu29rhnclvkeihcljsasivlsjivne
I miss marching band already.... I almost started crying in the band room when we got back because the flower I got... died. All the petals fell on the floor and I was just holding a dead flower. It made me really sad... why am I crying over everything all of a sudden? GRRRRRRR probably pms... who knows.
So... she told she was coming why?! Atleast my dad is... atleast someone in my fucking family cares about what I do.
She's such a hypocrite. DRIVES ME UP A WALL!
She told me that if I wanted her to write a check for the video she would. Which, I think, is better than her actually coming to see me because if she came, she'd bitch about it for weeks and think she should be a saint. God forbid you come to ONE of your daughter's concerts. My dad is driving 2 hours to see me tonight, for 10 minutes. Not even guaranteeing I can see him after the show. Wow thanks mom, you can't drive 10 minutes and watch for 10 minutes and then leave. Too much work for her, I suppose. Well, what can ya do? The spoiled brat was brought up in Bloomfield Hills... she thinks that everything should be handed to her on a plate and she can treat people like shit. I got news for her... when she's old and she needs help, I ain't doing shit. Yeah, I still remember the time I had to go to the hospital but you wouldn't take me because you "had to study." YOU HAD TO FUCKING STUDY!?! WHAT THE HELL KINDA EXCUSE IS THAT!!! So I had to call Kira because unlike you, mother dearest, I have friends.
Thanks mom. You make me feel like shit.
WE GOT 6TH!!! OMG!!! THAT IS FREAKING AWESOME!!!
GOOD JOB DRAGONS!!
But on another note... I was supposed to go to the all night party but I didn't... so they called my house and Mrs. DeCook was like, May I speak to Susan Bacon? And I said that's she's definitely sleeping... and she goes, Oh? Sleeping? And I really wanted to say, No she's screwing the hell out of our cat. At 1:30 am.
Then my mom picked up the phone and said that there was no problem, I just didn't feel good.
Today is Halloween... yay I guess... I never got the pumpkin I really wanted but oh well... such is life... I'm really bothered by something and it's preventing me from being happy... when we just got 6th in the entire state... I should be awesomely excited... and I was... for a while. After we got off the field, I checked my phone and it said that my dad had called so I called him back and asked if he had watched us and he's like, well it's a funny story... I got all the way there and forgot that you had to pay to get in... and I searched all around Pontiac but I couldn't find my bank... so I had to turn back because I had no money.
Funny? Funny my ass. I started crying. My mom said she'd show up, told me she didn't care what I did and didn't. My dad said he'd show up, and "forgot" about the price. I'm sure. But Shelly, Becca, and Sydney sang "Have I told you lately... that I love you" at the top of their lungs to me and it made me feel better atleast. So no one in my family cares... what else is new. But Jesse and Kira showed up, it made me feel good too. Atleast my friends care even if my family doesn't. I don't think alot of people knew how big of a deal this was to me... but oh well... I guess I expect too much of people. I really wish I could hang out with Brian... but I guess that's not gonna happen either... I keep calling him or asking him to hang out and he just blows me off... so oh well... we'll see if we even do anything for Halloween tomorrow. I don't really care anymore. I wish I did but I can't. Why am I even writing all this out? It's 2 am in the morning and I should be sleeping... that's why I'm not hanging out with Jesse, Kira, Katie, Rob, girl Jessie, and Christina like I said I would... asociwu29rhnclvkeihcljsasivlsjivne
I miss marching band already.... I almost started crying in the band room when we got back because the flower I got... died. All the petals fell on the floor and I was just holding a dead flower. It made me really sad... why am I crying over everything all of a sudden? GRRRRRRR probably pms... who knows.