Aug 27, 2004 20:01
Well I was supposed to hang out with Brian and Jason but it's been like more than an hour... so I guess I'm not anymore... oh well. *shrugs*
I was reading something and it made me extremely depressed. Just... horribly depressed. In fact I'm writing this with my eyes tearing up. I just wish things didn't end up the way they did. I'm so sorry. I love you so much and yet I can't help but want to let go for fear of getting hurt because inevitably that's what is going to happen. We can't see each other anymore, so what's the point? Let's just stop the pretending and end it here.
I feel like I just lost a best friend.
But then again it should feel like that because I did.