May 28, 2007 21:55
I don't know what to do about anything anymore... To fix it leaves me baffled! I am very lonely these days, I feel unappreciated at work... very unappreciated!
I am getting NO hours because my manager is a greedy bitch!
I can't pay my bills because I am getting no hours...
I don't want to leave because I have roots there.
I am lost!
It's not even just work... Its my friends... I have completely lost everyone other than Christina and Leslie... and I still have the friends in Orlando of course but they stick by me always!
I don't know if I should be mad, sad, or what...
I don't know if anybody really did anything wrong. People are busy and its cool I understand... or at least I try to understand.
I found that I have a horrible ability to try to make everyone happy that I become a hypocrite...
I am depressed about my job and my friends... I want out of this slump I have been here long enough.
Its impossible!