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Been awhile.
I'm so ready to graduate. I've been ready for it for years now, but it's setting in finally that it's going to happen soon. And as of right now, I'm not even scared of college or the "real world" blah blah.
Things are going good, cause even when I feel lonely, it's empowering.
It doesn't make sense to waiting around for things to happen. you have to take initiative at some point. But when does all the effort you put in get turned to futility? Sometimes I can see things happening and it all working out, but that's no reality. But it's good to understand. It's helping me move on. I can wish things to go back they way they were, but it couldn't be the same.
I'm going to Michigan fo thanksgiving. not looking forward to being gone for a whole week.
I'm ready for Adri to come home.
I'm so ready to graduate. I've been ready for it for years now, but it's setting in finally that it's going to happen soon. And as of right now, I'm not even scared of college or the "real world" blah blah.
Things are going good, cause even when I feel lonely, it's empowering.
It doesn't make sense to waiting around for things to happen. you have to take initiative at some point. But when does all the effort you put in get turned to futility? Sometimes I can see things happening and it all working out, but that's no reality. But it's good to understand. It's helping me move on. I can wish things to go back they way they were, but it couldn't be the same.
I'm going to Michigan fo thanksgiving. not looking forward to being gone for a whole week.
I'm ready for Adri to come home.