What happened to my therapy?
I got dressed up today for a dinner with the soccer team. Wore a cute dress, shaved my legs, put on mascara. And I felt like shit.
I don't know which I need to make me feel better. To just lie to myself or to stop lying to myself.
Also, my mom got surgery today. It went really well and she's doing good. So mucho stress is relieved. Being at the hospital however was weird. You see it in movies and shit and never think twice about it..but actually being there sucks. At least I didn't like it. Reminded me of my uncle a lot so that put me in a depressed mood.
I'm very ready for school to be done. I got to see Carter and Gary yesterday which put me in a great mood. It's been forever since I'd seen them. My plans for this summer is to figure out who is worth actually spending time hanging out with. Try to deal with my sisters. Get along with my mom.
I don't know which I need to make me feel better. To just lie to myself or to stop lying to myself.
Also, my mom got surgery today. It went really well and she's doing good. So mucho stress is relieved. Being at the hospital however was weird. You see it in movies and shit and never think twice about it..but actually being there sucks. At least I didn't like it. Reminded me of my uncle a lot so that put me in a depressed mood.
I'm very ready for school to be done. I got to see Carter and Gary yesterday which put me in a great mood. It's been forever since I'd seen them. My plans for this summer is to figure out who is worth actually spending time hanging out with. Try to deal with my sisters. Get along with my mom.