a wish for wings that work
im so excited for the beach!
i have serious phobias surrounding letting people get close to me. it's crazy how many times people prove to me that i shouldn't trust people, and letting people into my heart is always bound to lead to disaster. it doesn't matter if it's family or friends, people prove to me that they don't deserve my trust. that's an unfortunate lesson to learn on such a regular basis. people take advantage of me far too often. oh well. there are a select few people who don't let me down and i can count myself lucky to have just a few people who will be in my life forever - that's something im incredibly grateful for.
why can't it get sunny? we've been home for a month today and it still feels like rainy winter.. i can't believe it. dava offered me saturdays so i now have that guaranteed time, on top of all the shifts im picking up and the babysitting.
summer needs to fly by. i miss school.
i wish i could turn my brain off sometimes.
i have serious phobias surrounding letting people get close to me. it's crazy how many times people prove to me that i shouldn't trust people, and letting people into my heart is always bound to lead to disaster. it doesn't matter if it's family or friends, people prove to me that they don't deserve my trust. that's an unfortunate lesson to learn on such a regular basis. people take advantage of me far too often. oh well. there are a select few people who don't let me down and i can count myself lucky to have just a few people who will be in my life forever - that's something im incredibly grateful for.
why can't it get sunny? we've been home for a month today and it still feels like rainy winter.. i can't believe it. dava offered me saturdays so i now have that guaranteed time, on top of all the shifts im picking up and the babysitting.
summer needs to fly by. i miss school.
i wish i could turn my brain off sometimes.