i've been feeling really small lately. things are such a mess at home. i can't even speak to my mother anymore. basically the only thing that gets me through the day is writing things in japanese on my arms.
it's so hard for me to hear you say that about your mom when she's really what you depend on, and if my mom were yours she would have beaten and strangled you already. you're so lucky that she's always always there. she tolerates that you aren't so punctual and doesn't punish you for being sometimes an hour late when she needs to do something and is relying on you to hurry. she usually makes time to take you somewhere you'd like to go because she knows how important it is to you, even if it means her being in the car forever, and she'll wait on you if you'd like her to. i know that every mom sucks but i know people who have moms that have physically abused and abandoned them in the past, and still they're thankful for who she is now. your mom is trying her hardest and everything she does for you is out of good intentions, even if it was something creepy like hiding in the bushes [i'm not saying it was okay that she did that, either]. her feelings are just as important as yours. you're just going to think i'm out to get you or something so i don't know why i bothered.
k i know you care about me since we've known each other for so long, but i really don't think what goes on between me and my family is any of your business. that sounded rude, but i didn't intend it to. we're working through our problems and it's all going to even itself out eventually. thanks for caring though.
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i didn't say anything about what they were.
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