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I was so paranoid last night. I felt like something was out to get me; a force of some kind. I started panicking. Impending doom is probably the scariest feeling I've ever felt in my life. I feel so detached from everything. Like I'm just floating, in my own mental state. I can't even articulate anything and it's so incredibly frustrating. I wish there was some way I could just get this all out eloquently. Or at all clearly. Every day bleeds into the next. Sometimes I don't remember what I did the day before. I feel like some sort of vegetable. This doesn't even seem real right now. Everything has been like this lately. I just feel so helpless in this state of mind.
sup i'm kt and i don't even fucking make sense.
fhyduisfhyudf!
the trumpet in this song makes me sad.
all i really want is you.
wonderful you.
you kiss my hair in the mornings,
but only when i'm sleeping.
you make me coffee and tell me it's caffeinated,
when it's really decaf because you know caffeine makes me jittery.
you buy me a bookshelf and fill it with every single book
that has at least one passage in it that reminds you of me.
you are amazing.
i have one simple question.
and i promise it's all i'll ever ask of you.
who are you?
sup i'm kt and i don't even fucking make sense.
fhyduisfhyudf!
the trumpet in this song makes me sad.
all i really want is you.
wonderful you.
you kiss my hair in the mornings,
but only when i'm sleeping.
you make me coffee and tell me it's caffeinated,
when it's really decaf because you know caffeine makes me jittery.
you buy me a bookshelf and fill it with every single book
that has at least one passage in it that reminds you of me.
you are amazing.
i have one simple question.
and i promise it's all i'll ever ask of you.
who are you?