this summer has sucked
i haven't done shit. i work, then i come
and sit at home doing absolutely nothing.
talking to no one because i obviously don't
exist. then again, i don't want to talk to
a lot of people, so...i don't know. and the
people i do want to see/hang out with are
always too busy, and that sucks. explosions
in the sky is the only thing keeping me sane.
them and eluvium, such incredible, inspiring,
emotional music they make. i love it. this is
one of the first summers that i went into with
out liking some stupid girl, so that's something
i don't have to worry about and more time saved.
everything sucks though. i can't seem to be/stay
happy. it's just a non-existing feeling to me now....whatever.
and sit at home doing absolutely nothing.
talking to no one because i obviously don't
exist. then again, i don't want to talk to
a lot of people, so...i don't know. and the
people i do want to see/hang out with are
always too busy, and that sucks. explosions
in the sky is the only thing keeping me sane.
them and eluvium, such incredible, inspiring,
emotional music they make. i love it. this is
one of the first summers that i went into with
out liking some stupid girl, so that's something
i don't have to worry about and more time saved.
everything sucks though. i can't seem to be/stay
happy. it's just a non-existing feeling to me now....whatever.