d-na; suhoon-centric
title: say (all I need)
author: backwardreverse
pairing/focus: suhoon-centric
rating: pg
summary: Suhoon’s parents died when he was 18 years old.
Suhoon’s parents died poisoned when he’s 18 years old. Everyone got really shocked with their dead, there didn’t have a reason of why someone would do this to them.
When it’s the day of their funeral Suhoon didn’t cry surprising everyone because they all knew how much his parents meant to him - how much Suhoon loved them. Suhoon’s friends would try to talk to him saying ‘it’s okay, you can cry’ or just ‘sorry for your loss’. Some adults thought he hadn’t feeling because his parents died, how can he not cry? and after finding out Suhoon hadn’t told anything to the police about what happened - they started to accuse him of the death.
Suhoon’s best friends would try to talk to him (like the others) the only difference was that they’d sit next to him, hug him or just talk non-sense trying to make him feel better, they’d stay there for minutes but nothing made him react or say anything so they would give up patting his back and say ‘sorry’ before leaving, walking to their seats.
Injoon and Gwangchul tried to cheer him up by telling lame jokes - after two minutes they noticed Suhoon was ignoring them, they gave each other a look before walking to their seat thinking it’s better to leave him alone. Hyunmin, Hyunchul and Jisang weren’t any better. Hyunmin only helped at annoying Suhoon.
The person who stayed with him the longest was Jihwan; differently from the others Jihwan stayed quiet almost the whole time, sometimes he would say something like ‘it’s okay, hyung’ squeezing Suhoon’s hand softly at the right time when Suhoon thought he wouldn’t be strong enough, Suhoon would take a long breathe before relaxing again on his seat, and also finally making he notice Jihwan was holding his hand.
All the people present at the funeral supposed Suhoon hadn’t cried because of him not have feelings or he didn’t really care about his parent, the truth to be said Suhoon wanted to show how strong he was, to show his parents that they hadn’t to worry about him because look, he’s okay - he would be okay.
After the funeral ended, Suhoon stayed on his seat, one of the first chairs with Jihwan besides him, his hand still over Suhoon’s hands. And they stayed like this for one hour - in the silence with Suhoon’s hands in his own leg, looking down.
Jihwan sighed a last time before getting up, officering a hand to Suhoon saying with a small smile “Let’s go.”
When it’s the day to cremate the bodies Suhoon didn’t show up. And once again people started to talk about him saying ‘he doesn’t even care about his parents’ death, what kind of child he is?’
After two years, the police still didn’t know who killed Suhoon’s parents.
Whenever someone mentioned the death of his parents Suhoon would cringe, he would remember how it’s his fault they died. It’s his fault. If he hadn’t let his parents’ ‘friend’ came in nothing of this would happen, they still would be alive. If he hadn’t let the guy hand them drinks and do it in his place everything would change - a simple act would change everything
And why he didn’t tell the police? Let’s say this was the last thing he could do to this parent. After all, the last thing they said was ‘don’t tell this to anyone’ so that’s what he did.
excuse the fail and oocness :( oh and ignore the title lol
author: backwardreverse
pairing/focus: suhoon-centric
rating: pg
summary: Suhoon’s parents died when he was 18 years old.
Suhoon’s parents died poisoned when he’s 18 years old. Everyone got really shocked with their dead, there didn’t have a reason of why someone would do this to them.
When it’s the day of their funeral Suhoon didn’t cry surprising everyone because they all knew how much his parents meant to him - how much Suhoon loved them. Suhoon’s friends would try to talk to him saying ‘it’s okay, you can cry’ or just ‘sorry for your loss’. Some adults thought he hadn’t feeling because his parents died, how can he not cry? and after finding out Suhoon hadn’t told anything to the police about what happened - they started to accuse him of the death.
Suhoon’s best friends would try to talk to him (like the others) the only difference was that they’d sit next to him, hug him or just talk non-sense trying to make him feel better, they’d stay there for minutes but nothing made him react or say anything so they would give up patting his back and say ‘sorry’ before leaving, walking to their seats.
Injoon and Gwangchul tried to cheer him up by telling lame jokes - after two minutes they noticed Suhoon was ignoring them, they gave each other a look before walking to their seat thinking it’s better to leave him alone. Hyunmin, Hyunchul and Jisang weren’t any better. Hyunmin only helped at annoying Suhoon.
The person who stayed with him the longest was Jihwan; differently from the others Jihwan stayed quiet almost the whole time, sometimes he would say something like ‘it’s okay, hyung’ squeezing Suhoon’s hand softly at the right time when Suhoon thought he wouldn’t be strong enough, Suhoon would take a long breathe before relaxing again on his seat, and also finally making he notice Jihwan was holding his hand.
All the people present at the funeral supposed Suhoon hadn’t cried because of him not have feelings or he didn’t really care about his parent, the truth to be said Suhoon wanted to show how strong he was, to show his parents that they hadn’t to worry about him because look, he’s okay - he would be okay.
After the funeral ended, Suhoon stayed on his seat, one of the first chairs with Jihwan besides him, his hand still over Suhoon’s hands. And they stayed like this for one hour - in the silence with Suhoon’s hands in his own leg, looking down.
Jihwan sighed a last time before getting up, officering a hand to Suhoon saying with a small smile “Let’s go.”
When it’s the day to cremate the bodies Suhoon didn’t show up. And once again people started to talk about him saying ‘he doesn’t even care about his parents’ death, what kind of child he is?’
After two years, the police still didn’t know who killed Suhoon’s parents.
Whenever someone mentioned the death of his parents Suhoon would cringe, he would remember how it’s his fault they died. It’s his fault. If he hadn’t let his parents’ ‘friend’ came in nothing of this would happen, they still would be alive. If he hadn’t let the guy hand them drinks and do it in his place everything would change - a simple act would change everything
And why he didn’t tell the police? Let’s say this was the last thing he could do to this parent. After all, the last thing they said was ‘don’t tell this to anyone’ so that’s what he did.
excuse the fail and oocness :( oh and ignore the title lol