In case you havn't heard.. I'm sick and tierd of trying.
So..
Friends..
It seems to me everybody is making some huge deal about my last journal entry as if it were some suicide note. I'd just like everyone to know, things aren't getting so bad to the point that I would inflict any pain on myself.
Although I do greatly appreciate everyone's (and I mean everyone's) comments. I'd even be more excited if you told me who you were if you didn't say so. I apologize for any misconvinence I've given anyone in the past. Your input meant quite a bit to me, good and bad. It let me see how different people view me. Their idol, and a fifth grader. If anything, I'm glad people could be so honest. Can we please be honest with our names now? I promise nothing will happen to you. I don't bite.
Actually, after writing that I felt so much better. My journal is nothing but a way to vent how I feel and maybe get some opinions on how stupid I sound, or some advice on how to help me through. This, however, did not involve professional help. This involved me sitting down and putting down my thoughts into this very real journal. I've noticed someone said how most of my journal entries moods are negative, which is mostly because I only write in this when I'm feeling negative.
Rereading that entry makes me want to laugh at myself. I've grown such more optimistic in the past...very little days. People have cheered me up, and I'd just like to tell all of them thank-you very much.
Kevin and I are back to normal, whatever normal is with us. Haha. Perbt! My relationship with Kevin has an extreme impact on me. Whenever we're not doing too well, I feel like shit. Yet, when we're so close like this, I feel so golden. I hope it stays this way for quite a while. I'm nothing without him. eXc for life. Mad blood.
What to say other than this? I'm happy. I'm doing well in school again. Uh.. The end?
Friends..
It seems to me everybody is making some huge deal about my last journal entry as if it were some suicide note. I'd just like everyone to know, things aren't getting so bad to the point that I would inflict any pain on myself.
Although I do greatly appreciate everyone's (and I mean everyone's) comments. I'd even be more excited if you told me who you were if you didn't say so. I apologize for any misconvinence I've given anyone in the past. Your input meant quite a bit to me, good and bad. It let me see how different people view me. Their idol, and a fifth grader. If anything, I'm glad people could be so honest. Can we please be honest with our names now? I promise nothing will happen to you. I don't bite.
Actually, after writing that I felt so much better. My journal is nothing but a way to vent how I feel and maybe get some opinions on how stupid I sound, or some advice on how to help me through. This, however, did not involve professional help. This involved me sitting down and putting down my thoughts into this very real journal. I've noticed someone said how most of my journal entries moods are negative, which is mostly because I only write in this when I'm feeling negative.
Rereading that entry makes me want to laugh at myself. I've grown such more optimistic in the past...very little days. People have cheered me up, and I'd just like to tell all of them thank-you very much.
Kevin and I are back to normal, whatever normal is with us. Haha. Perbt! My relationship with Kevin has an extreme impact on me. Whenever we're not doing too well, I feel like shit. Yet, when we're so close like this, I feel so golden. I hope it stays this way for quite a while. I'm nothing without him. eXc for life. Mad blood.
What to say other than this? I'm happy. I'm doing well in school again. Uh.. The end?