So, I was looking forward to watching Project Hope because of Hady, Sarah Aqila [mcm salah je spelling?] and just to see what the show's put together. Sadly, I forgot too late that Hady's out due to chicken pox right? Damn. Nonetheless, I am surprised that the reached the 1 million mark. Recession over, an evidence of MANY expats in the country or simply good hearts? No, don't answer please. =)
I'm wondering what's the deal with the team now. I feel like I'm not getting respect as a leader, a member even, from a supposed boss-to-be... also a current member. Don't I deserve answers? 1- to answer to the team, 2- to move the team if nothing's happening. I feel like your silence is irresponsible and really worrying- if this is how you're gonna deal with things as a habit. From a client point of view, having dealt with team emails, I think it's only right to keep your prospects updated- even to say that you'e still working things out, if you have no concrete answers yet. Better still, seek opinion if needed- even if to just get a feedback or to speak your mind. You never know when a good idea/suggestion will come in handy. You know what they say, strike while the iron is hot. Plus, in business, when you wait too long, others will GRAB your opportunity. And it's happen to many times- just look at a certain team who has earned MANY bragging rights.
I just want to move forward. I really hope you will give me answers. I am very frustrated.
So, while I'm talking about the team, I thought I should voice something else too. A certain member, while replying about availability, had slotted in opinion about the dance class. Very briefly, it read something like
"I'm not in favour of the dance lessons. But since I'm not always gonna be there then I guess I don't have much say over it."
Well, you already said something. But don't you think it's only right you tell me more WHY you're not in favour of it? Like, is it the way the lesson is conducted, the content of the lesson or what? Is it fair to let the team carry on with something you don't think will be beneficial, because you won't be the one who's wasting your time? Sigh.
Initially, the plan was to let the team do a bonding activity- outside of skipping. Then now, it somehow became immediate incorporation into our routine. A little bit confusing there. Still, I think we're quite enjoying it. A new aspect to learn. At the same time, if we're going to start paying for it, you better stop us if you think we should.
Well, deputy leader... if you're reading this, do let me know what you think. I'm really sick of dealing with this silence and resistant talk. I feel like asking you to be the mediator here but I'm not sure if it'll put you in a spot. Bottom line is, I wanna move ahead. I don't want us to be stuck- as we already are.
That aside, we will most probably be heading to Hong Kong in the last week or two of December, all the way to New Year. There's a competition and maybe a workshop so it'll be refreshing for the team. Still in talks, still awaiting confirmation... But most probably it is happening. =) Just not sure if I myself will be able to make it.
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Funny. I actually wanted to write in to give some BSB updates. hah. Just shows how it's bothering me, given the performance enquiries we're getting of late. sigh.
So anyway, here are two performances of BSB at Jimmy Kimmel Live.
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One thing I gotta say about this one- what's up with AJ's yelling man? haha. And Brian... This was when he was still recovering from the swine flu. Such dedication to the job and the fans aye? You can actually hear that he's a bit coarse and I feel like maybe he's still unable to breathe right... The voice is just not that out there, if you know what I mean.
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This is one of my favourite songs on the album. Note at the start, you can hear Brian struggled a bit. Sigh. And the drummer is sureee having fun huh? Haha.
There's also a video of their signing session and their stint in the VMAs of Spain. The signing session made me dream a bit- to the point I actually opened the BSB book I have, trying to find the right page for them to sign! Haha. Serious.. =P Just seeing the posters and such that was signed- abit of envy mixed with joy there. Just happy that they're back! But man, the one who's taking their videos on BSBofficial should do something about her filming. heh.
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Okla that's all for now. I'm nursing a little bit of runny nose, and a bad sore throat. Been some days. Not sure if it's the season, or the gorging on the leftover raya kuihs. haha.
One friend's in Brunei, one friend in reservist. No one to disturb like that. But the man said, disturb me la. Boring ah here. hehe. Nono, not my man la. Haha. [I hear someone rejoicing I think. hah..] Then again, there's Fadzli Shah. Haha.
Bye! Have a great week ahead!