I Thought You Should Know - You're Not Making This Easy...
okay, wow.. so there goes my XXX streak.
its like 7:30am and im NEVER up this early.
i feel kind of sick.
and i cant sleep.
i feel a lot better that i got some stuff off my chest last night.
like the fact that i felt really hurt when he disappeared for 2 months.
and that i hated myself for liking him, and caring about him.
anyway, i missed the shit out of that boy and it felt amazing to be close to him again.
...and i also have bruises all over my knees and arms, on the back of my head, and a big one down my spine.
apparently im a clumsy drunk.
its like 7:30am and im NEVER up this early.
i feel kind of sick.
and i cant sleep.
i feel a lot better that i got some stuff off my chest last night.
like the fact that i felt really hurt when he disappeared for 2 months.
and that i hated myself for liking him, and caring about him.
anyway, i missed the shit out of that boy and it felt amazing to be close to him again.
...and i also have bruises all over my knees and arms, on the back of my head, and a big one down my spine.
apparently im a clumsy drunk.