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people change.
you gain friends and you lose friends.
i'm losing one in particular.
i knew things were different.
i was right.
i wouldn't blame her.
shes going through a lot
she has a lot more to worry about than just some friend.
it hurts though.
it hurts a lot, actually.
i just didn't think anything like this would happen.
no, not to us.
something like this would never cross our minds.
being like this use to be impossible.
we were joined at the hip.
i guess i just have to accept it though.
theres nothing i can do about it.
i wish the best things in life can stay the same forever
but that would be asking for too much.
maybe in time it'll be normal again.
but how can it be when you're missing out on so much...
so maybe i'm being emotional or whatever, but this is how i really feel.