without even blinking. ive seen a million face change the way they look...

[backseatkid]

fuck me in the ass everyone. shit man. i offically hate the fuckin lightin of the tree. if it wasnt for that bullshit ass parade they fuckin had. i would have been on time to see the one bad that i love the most. sure i like alot of bands. but the early november is my all time favorite band. ill listen to them for hours and not get tired of them. i listened to them before i wanna hear u sad was their only single out. and alomost no one had heard of them. and then their second CD jus came and swept me off my feet. like no one or anything has before. jesus christ must really hate me. i mean fuck me man. i got to meet ace enders sure it was great. but FUCK!!!!! i hate not bein there when they played. i got to see like 2 and a half songs. half of i wanna hear u sad. decoration. and the mountain range in my living room. i creamed. but not the way i should have. i should have been in front crying my eyes out for ace and singin along with him.
but no i was in the middle trying to get closer while in singin and jumpin. do i really deserve such pain. honestly. cuz if i do. then ill shut the fuck up. but i dont think i do. i have their vidoes. even their home made ones. in aces basement. fuck i even got a hold of the CD they were selling at the show that is only off tour. but i had it before the show. aaahhh!!! i hate me. i hate the lighting of the tree parade. i really do. i jus thought id let all of u kno. im leaving. and i dont kno if ill come back. (i always do) take it easy. <3