every pedals come off again. and fell to the floor.......
fuck. i mean WTF?! can shit get any fuckin worse in my fuckin life. everything we worked for fuckin gone. ugh! im jus so fuckin done with this whole high skool drama. shit...i once was happy with everything i had. but i didnt have the one thing that helps me survive. no one knows wat im talkin about but me. i didnt have it. but i had her. and she made it all good. i didnt care i didnt have it. but i had a fuckin chance. and i had to take it. and now i have wat makes my dreams come true. but i dont have her. the only thing i need to complete my everything that i have ever wanted is her. but i dont. can someone really be that overzealous and selfish. shit. i mean i need time to do my own shit. and it was that way. but now its not. and fuck her for changin. shit.. everything was perfect. and now even my fuckin car is broken. swollen eyes hurt more than a busted lip. broken hearts is my new hobby. i need her. i fuckin love her. but i hate her. i hate that i love her. and that i would die for her. and i owuld kill for her. fuck u! fuck me! fuck everyting! shit. jus when i have everything good. i go and fuck shit up. but i get something good goin again. and its still good. but she isnt there to tell me that she loves me. she isnt there to be there. im out. take it easy.