Jun 24, 2005 21:57
I kinda feel like I need a girl friend cause lately ive been lonley.
Right now as we speak I have people over and I havent even been
talking. Just thinking about why I dont have a girl friend. Ive come up
with some theorys:
1: I want girls that dont exsist. If I could find a girl that is 1 hott
2 good personality 3 Wont be a total dick ( vagani? ) to me. Im not
saying that there were some that did but Im just saying that I cant
find anyone that would go out with me that meets those standards.
2: Ive tried lowering my standards big time at one point but I relzied
that I was just doing that just to have a girl friend and not because I
really liked the person.
3:Meeting new people. I feel uncofortable around people I dont usally hang out with or dont know so it would never work out.
So i guess im going to just go with theory number one. Its not gonna
happen in high school. Not good at least. But i think if I end up going
to the college I want to that ill be able to find either that or just
some chick that will make me fell like shit 24/7 and ill be too in to
her to leave. Cause yeah I fall for girls fast and it sucks
balls. Tehe balls. Wheres Chad? hmm anyway theres only one person thats
going to get that and i think shes reading it right now cause i could
see her legs moving so im thinkin shes tryting not to lol. Any way, way
off topic. I almost typed anyway again :(
I just wish that some chick would come up to me and be like hey your
hott im hott lets go out. cause id hate to work for something that just
wont work out in the long run. Yeah I complain alot and am real lazy so
you might say to yourself well if your too lazy to try and get a gf
than stop complaining. I didnt tell you to read it so if thats your
feeling than please stop :D
Thats all I can think of. I would say more about this later but i know thats not going to happen.
Fin.