its been a while...
so...i totally thought this summer wood b the best summer of my life..it has turned out to b the worst
i imagined it as a fun filled summer with the beach nd then parties nd drunken nights but my plans have been totally shattered by one mistake nd my parents...
i havent really had the urge to update just for the fact that there is nothing to say...no more party stories no more sneaking out memories...just nothing...my life isnt wut i thought it wood b like going into my senior year...i wood rather skip summer nd just get the fuck out of here but since that cant happen ive been trying to make the best out of what i can do, but even doing that is hard. there are so many things i wood rather be doing then sitting around with my friends that it is almost impossible to enjoy myself. i went up to UCF this weekend nd i realized that i have lost my urge to go out nd party...or mayb its just bc it hasnt happened in a while...i wish things cood go back to the way they were nd instead of being here right now i wood b with people that really knew how to have fun
as for right now...my friends are the only thing keeping me sane, my parents sure as hell arent helping my problems nd i am currently in the process of applying for north dakota university lol, do u think itll prove a point that i want to get as far away from them as possible or will it just b yet another sign of my "rebelliousness" lol i hate them nd they know that which makes me kinda content...they dont bother me nd i wont bother them
i think this might b my last entry for a while or just until something really exciting happens, hope its soon ! until then much love lol <333
i imagined it as a fun filled summer with the beach nd then parties nd drunken nights but my plans have been totally shattered by one mistake nd my parents...
i havent really had the urge to update just for the fact that there is nothing to say...no more party stories no more sneaking out memories...just nothing...my life isnt wut i thought it wood b like going into my senior year...i wood rather skip summer nd just get the fuck out of here but since that cant happen ive been trying to make the best out of what i can do, but even doing that is hard. there are so many things i wood rather be doing then sitting around with my friends that it is almost impossible to enjoy myself. i went up to UCF this weekend nd i realized that i have lost my urge to go out nd party...or mayb its just bc it hasnt happened in a while...i wish things cood go back to the way they were nd instead of being here right now i wood b with people that really knew how to have fun
as for right now...my friends are the only thing keeping me sane, my parents sure as hell arent helping my problems nd i am currently in the process of applying for north dakota university lol, do u think itll prove a point that i want to get as far away from them as possible or will it just b yet another sign of my "rebelliousness" lol i hate them nd they know that which makes me kinda content...they dont bother me nd i wont bother them
i think this might b my last entry for a while or just until something really exciting happens, hope its soon ! until then much love lol <333