Fic: All Your Secret Wishes Chapter 9b
After gently removing his fingers from Jared, Jensen kissed him deeply once more and swallowed the whimpers of disappointment that Jared made over the action. “Are you ready, kitten?” he murmured as he nipped at Jared’s earlobe.
“More than I’ve ever been! Please, Jensen, don't keep me waiting any longer." Jared pleaded with his soon to be mate.
Lowering his head Jensen kissed Jared's cheeks. "I don't want to wait any longer either, baby boy. I promise I will be as gentle as I can be. But it will still hurt."
Jared knew that and he took a deep breath. "I'm ready," Jared whispered.
"This is going to hurt baby," Jensen warned as he lined himself up. Kissing his lover deeply Jensen slowly entered Jared. He refused to bring any extra pain to his lover.
The purity and openness of Jared’s emotions brought a huge lump to Jensen’s throat, one that he had trouble swallowing past. Collecting himself, the older man then smiled adoringly against his beautiful boy’s lips when he heard the young man moan in pleasure as Jensen, at last, slid himself fully into Jared.
It was pure torture for Jensen to be inside of Jared and not move as he waited for Jared to adjust to him. Peppering kisses all across Jared's face. "You're doing so good, baby," Jensen whispered.
Jared never felt fuller than his did at the moment and while there was pain there was also pleasure. As the pain began to fade Jared gave a little thrust of his hips as he begged, "Move, please, Jensen."
Jensen loved the sound of Jared begging. "Purr for me, kitten," he cajoled ashe gave shallow thrusts.
Jensen pulled back just a bit and rested on his elbows for a moment to allow Jared to adjust to having him inside of him. He loved how tight Jared was around him. "So good,” he murmured. “Do you feel it, Jay? I can tell from the way we fit together so perfectly that we were made for each other.” Jensen whispered his words against Jared’s skin as he peppered his young lover’s face with soft kisses. ‘I can't believe that I nearly gave this all up. No one would ever fit me the way Jared does, we are two halves of the same soul.’
Awash in the erotic sensations that Jensen was bringing forth from his body, Jared tossed his head back and forth on the pillow moaning and pleading with Jensen in unintelligible words. He had no way of knowing that as he lay under Jensen, his mate thought he looked like a fallen angel completely lost in the throes of passion. It was a sight Jensen knew he would never get tired of seeing.
Jared was lost in a sea of exquisite bliss and his passion rose to new heights as one of Jensen’s hands wrapped around his newly erect and aching cock. Gathering enough of his senses to move, Jensen joined his free hand with Jared’s and together they used their powerful forearms to gain more leverage. Jared bucked and groaned as Jensen managed to hit his prostate with each thrust. “So…clo… close!” Thanks to Jensen’s wonderful talents, Jared knew he was once again near the edge.
Jensen could feel the tightening of Jared’s muscles and he knew that he was pushing the limits of his endurance and he so wanted to see his young lover lost in his orgasm again. Timing his words just right, he grunted as he continued his thrusts. “Come for me, kitten, come for me now!” he ordered. Jensen was barely holding on himself; he wanted to empty himself in Jared, but he held back through sheer strength of will. He wanted… no, he needed Jared to come first.
About to lose all control of himself, Jared clawed at Jensen’s back as his lover’s thrusts became erratic, and he dug his fingers into Jensen’s backside as the man’s hips snapped with the motions as he began to pound in and out of Jared’s willing body. Jared then bared his neck to Jensen, the ultimate sign of submission to his powerful lover.
“Mine!” Jensen snarled as he bit down hard on the exposed flesh, his teeth sinking in deep enough to leave a permanent mark on Jared’s throat, and that was fine with Jensen. He wanted the whole universe to know that Jared Padalecki was his till death tore them apart and if he had any say in the matter, until long, long after that. From this day forward Jared was his mate, his omega, his whole world and would someday bear his children.
It was the erotic combination of pleasure and pain that finally sent Jared over the edge. “Jensen!” His lover’s name tore from his lips in a guttural scream as he covered both their bellies and Jensen’s hand with his release.
Jensen groaned with satisfied pleasure as he gently soothed the bite mark with his tongue. He felt Jared’s muscles tighten around his aching cock but he forced himself to hold back his own release, wanting to prolong Jared’s pleasure for as long as possible. Tiny mewling whimpers escaped Jared’s mouth as Jensen continued to hit his sensitive prostate with every stroke. Jared found himself reaching up to grab the headboard as Jensen finally lost control and at last thought of only his own enjoyment. Through heavily glazed eyes Jared drank in the sight of Jensen, his head thrown back, lost in pleasure as he rode the waves of gratification coursing through his body.
“Come for me, Jensen,” Jared whispered. “Make me yours forever.” Hearing those few words was all it took for Jensen to let go of his fragile restraint and come completely undone.
“Jared!” Jensen roared as he felt his knot swell and lock them together before emptying himself into Jared’s waiting body in long, hot spurts that seemed to go on forever. At last, he let out a deep, shuddering breath as he collapsed on Jared, taking care at the last moment to make sure he didn’t crush his beautiful boy under his weight. Spent but deliriously happy, Jensen gently nuzzled his cheek against Jared’s. “Are you okay? I didn’t hurt you?” he asked quietly, hoping he hadn’t harmed his lover with his intensely passionate love-making.
Pushing his lover’s sweat-soaked hair from his forehead, Jared shook his head and smiled fondly at Jensen. “Nope; wore me out but didn’t hurt me.”
"We'll be tied together for a while." Jensen murmured as he stroked Jared sweat covered forehead.
"Mmm, I don't care. If I could, I would have you with me always." Jared whispered pressing a kiss on Jensen's chest.
"Don't tease me kitten," Jensen warned.
"Who’s teasing? If we could I would happily stay like this forever." Jared admitted as he gave a tiny little thrust. Even though he knew he would be sore in the morning he couldn't get enough of Jensen.
“Who says we are done kitten?” Jensen gave his own small thrust in return. “We’re here for a long time I want to see how many more times I can make you come.”
Jared shivered at the dark tone of Jensen's voice, he was more than ready.
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