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At times when you have too much time, you'll end up lazying.
Doing practically nothing productive.
Me? I'm like that.
I've lost my sense of urgency.
Skit, project, everything.
Nothing feels right.
I just feel lik I'm in a dream.
But duh, we're living in reality.
And at times like this when I'm blogging.
I'll tend to give myself more of self-time.
When you have self-time, you aren't self-less.
And when you are self-less, you have less time.
If it doesn't really make much of a sense to you, it makes some sense to me.
And that's good enough.
Cause I don't expect anyone to understand myself like how I do.
But somehow, I feel tired.
Tired of doing nothing new.
Everyday feels like it's just so boring.
I'm trying to make my life as packed as possible.
But somehow, idk.
At times, I feel that I'm lacking of that something.
But I couldn't exactly find that answer of what is that.
Sometimes, I'll ask myself, what do I want exactly?
Is this the life I'm having now is what I want?
Even if I said no, I can't get my ass movin and do something bout it.
I miss pampering myself, shopping, good food, and just those not-everyday-awesome-stuff.
And no, I'm not feeling emo. Tyvm.