a total disrespect of privacy

[backofmymind]

I keep hearing teachers over and over sayingn drew is a community, but what about us who hate the school, us who don't like the people, don't like the teachers. we dont need help, we are just different, and want nothing to do with the school, so just let go of our hands and let us free. its not even a problem.... are we forced to be in this "community" where we have to be loyal to the "community" too. there is no community, we are just forced to see each other everyday. Its just high school where we all have money to pay for a good education at a private school. i did not think that giving my money to an institution would mean that i would have to be loyal to them, and be good, because if i did anything outside of school and they found out, then they would come after me. its all bullshit. bullshitttt. we are highschoolers, and i am 18, i am my own guardian, i am an adult. so i dont need "authority", especially not the school tryin to tell me what to do. we are so sheltered where everyone is in everyone elses buisness, how does drew represent the real world at all? we are in highschool, old enough to make our own decisions, and i feel like everyone assumes that we are "dumb". no, we arn't dumb, and we arn't middle schoolers, and we dont need or want the teachers trying to hold our hands and make sure that we are okay. for example, last year, a teacher heard that i was pregnant and talked to me about it?? first of all, it was so fucked up to give me a note saying "meet with me after your final" in the begining of the final. what the hell do you think that is going to do to my performance????i dont know how that rumor got started, but if i was pregnant, do u think i would tell the school, no, the school is not my life, not my family not my friends no one should no or care! especially you, someone who i have never talked to before? no. shit is my own buisness and i dont need people trying to make sure im okay. i feel ya shannon. and teachers hearing shit that people are doing drugs, etc. and making up stuff. just back off. we, seniors, are all 18, we know about life, we don't need lectures etc. you teach us, we pay you, what more do you want. you guys "Care" about us, thats what you'll say, but dont care about anything unless its us doing well in your classes. and if any "authority" does read this, don't ask me about it, because its none of your buisness.

so just like luda says "YOU DONT KNOW ME LIKE THAT"