May 30, 2004 00:22
Today was a terrible day. I barely got any sleep. Mom and I were driving basically the whole day. I bought about 80$ worth of baby stuff for Ana. That was tiring, but cute. So umm me and Josh got into a fight, and now i feel stupid, but he blocked me, so i cant really apologize. And i started to cry and so i called Jesse. and he was all worried, and he wishes he was here to hug n kiss me. I wish he was here. I need like...some major kisses. So Nick ended up not going because he cudnt really go. And so i went with laura and angie and some other kids. And Laura hugged me, and i started to cry. I just started to tear..and i tried to hold them in, i dno bout u, but i cant stand crying in public, i dno...im so emotionaly drained, phsyically drained. Just drained. In general. Now when I need Jesse, he's not here, but its not his fault. I just hope i get better. I hope this weekend ends up being ok. ::sigh::
Call me if u wanna hang out.
P.S. Mike and Kayleigh are an Item.