on le start of the new semester.
I see a light, it may be a train, but it's a light nonetheless.
I'm still alone.
I'm leaving this city later this year.
It feels like I just got here. And I really just did - since the 16th will be my 1 year anniversary of moving to Lexington.
I like it here. But it's not where I am going to be forever. I get that sense in my bones.
I'm looking east next. East or Chicago.
The only thing I somewhat dread is starting fresh again. It's both exciting and a pain. But, I already have experience.. so it won't be too horrible.
The semester officially started yesterday and I have no motivation for it. This is awesome. I think it's because I'm looking ahead to the next phase of my life ... but I have to look ahead. All I see around me are graduates of my program who are still looking for jobs - amazingly smart and talented people who have graduated 7, 8 months ago or longer.
Most are staying local which limits their search, but it's still disheartening..
Graduate school is a beast. Staying positive (or trying to) is all one really can do. Else, you fall through the cracks.
Time goes way too fucking fast.
I'm still alone.
I'm leaving this city later this year.
It feels like I just got here. And I really just did - since the 16th will be my 1 year anniversary of moving to Lexington.
I like it here. But it's not where I am going to be forever. I get that sense in my bones.
I'm looking east next. East or Chicago.
The only thing I somewhat dread is starting fresh again. It's both exciting and a pain. But, I already have experience.. so it won't be too horrible.
The semester officially started yesterday and I have no motivation for it. This is awesome. I think it's because I'm looking ahead to the next phase of my life ... but I have to look ahead. All I see around me are graduates of my program who are still looking for jobs - amazingly smart and talented people who have graduated 7, 8 months ago or longer.
Most are staying local which limits their search, but it's still disheartening..
Graduate school is a beast. Staying positive (or trying to) is all one really can do. Else, you fall through the cracks.
Time goes way too fucking fast.