Attacked. From bones_to_flesh
I left Jenny's home, and it was discouraging to begin with, but all in all, I felt that it had gone rather well. Well, considering that when I had first arrived, she told me that I was making her feel like a porcelain doll and that I hadn't given her the proper space, after the Master's men had used her blood, as well as my own and Cordelia's and Willow's to raise him, I felt that it had gone rather well.
I started to walk away, and she stopped me, and told me that she wasn't okay with the way things went wrong with demons and the like when she was around me, but that she still wanted to see me after she had recovered, when school began once more.
That spoke volumes, even though, I had to admit, that my knowledge of the female animal wasn't up to par with my studies of demons and the hellmouth. Still, she was in danger around me. That couldn't be denied, and yet, she still wanted to see me. To me, at least, that symbolized something great in terms of feelings, and it was quite uplifting, because I felt entirely the same way for her, and wanted to show her, and not just be around her at this point.
I drove home, thinking not about the Master or Buffy being in danger, as well as all of us, because of his revival, but about Jenny, and the beautiful smile that she could portray, and the way that she always had a small glib remark for me that wasn't hurtful, but put me in my place. It was rather nice to feel like a woman loved you, even in the face of danger.
I wasn't thinking about the forces of evil, until I got out of my car, that is. I saw two vampires coming for me. Unfortunately, I couldn't reach my satchel and I was overcome. I thought that it would be the last thing that I ever thought...that Jenny truly loved me, and there were worst thoughts, but why did this have to happen before she and I had our moment? Why? I could almost feel their fangs in me, but instead, I was hit over the head with something rather large, and felt nothing...
I started to walk away, and she stopped me, and told me that she wasn't okay with the way things went wrong with demons and the like when she was around me, but that she still wanted to see me after she had recovered, when school began once more.
That spoke volumes, even though, I had to admit, that my knowledge of the female animal wasn't up to par with my studies of demons and the hellmouth. Still, she was in danger around me. That couldn't be denied, and yet, she still wanted to see me. To me, at least, that symbolized something great in terms of feelings, and it was quite uplifting, because I felt entirely the same way for her, and wanted to show her, and not just be around her at this point.
I drove home, thinking not about the Master or Buffy being in danger, as well as all of us, because of his revival, but about Jenny, and the beautiful smile that she could portray, and the way that she always had a small glib remark for me that wasn't hurtful, but put me in my place. It was rather nice to feel like a woman loved you, even in the face of danger.
I wasn't thinking about the forces of evil, until I got out of my car, that is. I saw two vampires coming for me. Unfortunately, I couldn't reach my satchel and I was overcome. I thought that it would be the last thing that I ever thought...that Jenny truly loved me, and there were worst thoughts, but why did this have to happen before she and I had our moment? Why? I could almost feel their fangs in me, but instead, I was hit over the head with something rather large, and felt nothing...