Mar 01, 2008 02:31
If I were to be drunk and to write myself. I would tell msyelf whohow much I want to thorw up rgihtnotw and hownot cool it is. I would tell mys elf ta=Eugene wasn't was the goodest to get drunk wtih And I woudl woudlner ahy I would drink so muhc more oncs I gote home. prtty is looking at me, wondirging why I'ma drunk . I woncer myseld. I wtook a bath, to warm me up. But I coudn't dryu off. and i tought I would be wamer. And I am. This entrey is to remind me how bad I am. I got drunk with Eugene and I don't know what his high school funy name is that rymes with gene. I want to puke. I drak a lot and it is 234. Tehre is a union meeting tomorrow at 9am .. he said he don't feeling a thing. I fi3eelihg al ot for him. why, why do I feel a lot for him? he 42 married, no t drunuk and he don't feel for me. so whyhdo i feel to him?? why??????? i am drooling on my leg. othinh I do druk. Appaarnetly I vnat't typ I don't rememver someone who makes m e feelin g like somethin g why am I son drink. That i cant type. Want to be lvoed, that's all. NOt much he ask me wy I w ant to be with him and I say chemistry. No, i say personality. I love his personality. I really do. I hope thia doesnt't consitucite cheatin,g. We didn''t do anygthing. I slwepem now/