Oback Barama
So i have been chillin in Atlanta for about a month now. We drove our car back from the farm to drop it off, grab some things, and fly back out there but through a pretty crazy series of events we have not been able to return yet. the snake is slitherin hard these days. spirits are high though. and if they wernt than im sure we would be in a lot more trouble than we are right now. the flow has placed us in a good environment for the time being. currently Spence, Jack, and I are living on the land trust in Atlanta. We have met a woman who is putting us up in a 40 yr old house for free in exchange for working outdoors and with animals. the land trust has about 5 acres of preserved land that is used for farming and community events such as drum circles and gatherings.
the world has really been givin me a test these past few weeks but im content. the synchronicity factor has been exponentially increased which is beginning to scare me a little bit because to be honest im not really sure where it is taking me but it is taking me somewhere. it seems that numbers have really taken off since i have gotten back in atlanta and by taking off i mean that there are certain numbers ( i.e. 47, 11, 238, 911, and 812 ) that have literally been following me around. almost everywhere i look i see either a phrase or a number that coincides with inner thoughts or understandings.
back in the lions den is not really as bad as i thought it was going to be. its the attention. what you pay attention to is what you are going to get. so why focus on the bad? ever? it is difficult though trying to figure out how to get back to Oregon to get our belongings because money money money is gone. The week or so before we came back here there were very strange things happening at the mushroomery. child custody battles, police, arrogance, you name it. there was something telling us that we needed to come back at the time we did. things would not have worked any other way. i havent been mad or annoyed at all, what this experience is teaching me is that one should never worry about the future and the past is already gone. Buddha was a good man, and pretty damn smart too.
So there was about 2 weeks of intense gut busting confusion because spence left for Utah with his family for a bit and jack and i were left absolutely confounded by the situation but at this very minute i am sitting in a 10 x 15 ft room with all of our things located right beside a sound proof room that we can play music in. music as an entity. no. a deity. a devine connection force. light. mosaic. i feel like music is about to fucking explode out of all of us. so when the question of who is really in charge here comes up first i think of taoism, then i think of vibrations. if everything is made of matter. and everything comes from the Earth than by law everything IS connected and everything DOES resonate with one another. i think as humans become more evolved mentally we are able to become hyperaware of these resonances and to be 100% honest i believe that gnosis, or the 4th dimension, or godliness, or enlightenment, or freedom, or any of this transcendence jargon that gets thrown around so much these days is actually a lot more simple that one would imagine. SYNCHRONICITY constant synchronicity. acausual connection. the god consciousness that resides in every living thing.
but it all comes back to what you pay attention to. that is where the gov't and institutions come in. those evil evil men.
actually, these people in power, the illuminati, the shadow government, what the fuck ever, i dont really think they are so bad anymore. conspiracy theory is just a mind set that is needed. simply a stepping stone. these guys are just facilitators. doin their job. and doin it right. poor barack. or should i pat him on the back? we will know in time i guess.
so in other news. there is a goat here. a billy goat. ive been chillin with it pretty hard. the event is approaching and i can safely say that im ready for it. because a village is only as strong as the people you surround yourself with. and momma rich is a good woman to be surrounded by. the west coast is un fuckin real and im sure ill live there again someday for a lot longer than i did. but jj and lily with a splash of my parents and brother baked with some ender is a damn fine meal. i have no idea what i have just written...
some of my interests lately include
-tribal jams
-biblical echoes
-dreams about being waist deep in water
-the cob house prophecies
-heroes and curb your enthusiasm
-paradise lost
-colour revolt
-kundalini activation through ritual psylocin use
-and gardening
the world has really been givin me a test these past few weeks but im content. the synchronicity factor has been exponentially increased which is beginning to scare me a little bit because to be honest im not really sure where it is taking me but it is taking me somewhere. it seems that numbers have really taken off since i have gotten back in atlanta and by taking off i mean that there are certain numbers ( i.e. 47, 11, 238, 911, and 812 ) that have literally been following me around. almost everywhere i look i see either a phrase or a number that coincides with inner thoughts or understandings.
back in the lions den is not really as bad as i thought it was going to be. its the attention. what you pay attention to is what you are going to get. so why focus on the bad? ever? it is difficult though trying to figure out how to get back to Oregon to get our belongings because money money money is gone. The week or so before we came back here there were very strange things happening at the mushroomery. child custody battles, police, arrogance, you name it. there was something telling us that we needed to come back at the time we did. things would not have worked any other way. i havent been mad or annoyed at all, what this experience is teaching me is that one should never worry about the future and the past is already gone. Buddha was a good man, and pretty damn smart too.
So there was about 2 weeks of intense gut busting confusion because spence left for Utah with his family for a bit and jack and i were left absolutely confounded by the situation but at this very minute i am sitting in a 10 x 15 ft room with all of our things located right beside a sound proof room that we can play music in. music as an entity. no. a deity. a devine connection force. light. mosaic. i feel like music is about to fucking explode out of all of us. so when the question of who is really in charge here comes up first i think of taoism, then i think of vibrations. if everything is made of matter. and everything comes from the Earth than by law everything IS connected and everything DOES resonate with one another. i think as humans become more evolved mentally we are able to become hyperaware of these resonances and to be 100% honest i believe that gnosis, or the 4th dimension, or godliness, or enlightenment, or freedom, or any of this transcendence jargon that gets thrown around so much these days is actually a lot more simple that one would imagine. SYNCHRONICITY constant synchronicity. acausual connection. the god consciousness that resides in every living thing.
but it all comes back to what you pay attention to. that is where the gov't and institutions come in. those evil evil men.
actually, these people in power, the illuminati, the shadow government, what the fuck ever, i dont really think they are so bad anymore. conspiracy theory is just a mind set that is needed. simply a stepping stone. these guys are just facilitators. doin their job. and doin it right. poor barack. or should i pat him on the back? we will know in time i guess.
so in other news. there is a goat here. a billy goat. ive been chillin with it pretty hard. the event is approaching and i can safely say that im ready for it. because a village is only as strong as the people you surround yourself with. and momma rich is a good woman to be surrounded by. the west coast is un fuckin real and im sure ill live there again someday for a lot longer than i did. but jj and lily with a splash of my parents and brother baked with some ender is a damn fine meal. i have no idea what i have just written...
some of my interests lately include
-tribal jams
-biblical echoes
-dreams about being waist deep in water
-the cob house prophecies
-heroes and curb your enthusiasm
-paradise lost
-colour revolt
-kundalini activation through ritual psylocin use
-and gardening