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life is to much for me right now.
not so much in a bad way but, in a beautifuly awkward way.
& the sad thing is... im not doing much.
just laying. and thinking. i dont even know what i think about but everytime i do my heart races to the point of explosion. my mind is clouded with thoughts that make no sense and i relish in it. i know thats sounds strange but, to me an escape from reality is a much need vactaion and,seeing as how i have no moeny, i have no choice but to rely on my mind to take me away.im okay with that.
not so much in a bad way but, in a beautifuly awkward way.
& the sad thing is... im not doing much.
just laying. and thinking. i dont even know what i think about but everytime i do my heart races to the point of explosion. my mind is clouded with thoughts that make no sense and i relish in it. i know thats sounds strange but, to me an escape from reality is a much need vactaion and,seeing as how i have no moeny, i have no choice but to rely on my mind to take me away.im okay with that.