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eh, im in tech end and im wicked upset.. i just got back from mr. babcocks.. we talked about andrew and i got nothing out of it...he basicly said everything is my fault and that hes changed and i need to except it and get over it.. to bad its not that easy to forget your best friend. so right about now im pretty torn apart and i dont want to be here.. i have a basketball game at the end of the day against merrimack valley.. i hope we win.. maybe atleast one good thing will happen today. i wonder whats going to happen wiht me and andrew.. i bet nothing because i dont think he wants to even try to be friends... i screw up everything so bad most of the time.. i dotn even know what to do anymore.. i miss him and i need someone.. i have no best friend and if any of you knew what thats like ti wicked suck and totally breaks your heart and makes you want to cry all the time.. but anyways.. i guess ill have a good night.. unless i end up crying once again.. or i screw up at basketball or something because i always mange to mess things up..i get to see tyler and his mom this weekend.. im pretty happy about that even though tyler doenst want me there and his mom is the one that invited me but oh well.. atleast i get to see her.. someone that cares. and to any of you that i have hurt or screwed things up with then im sorry..
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