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[backand2theleft]

i started at the militia group yesterday. i'm the inhouse publicist/tour marketing/street team dude. i'm gonna have to talk to jackie tran about some of the past procedures cos it's gonna be some work to get things organized and back up to speed. it's cool to be excited about the day again and last night i didn't even really wanna leave work and i didn't feel like pushing thoughts of work out of my mind. i am part of something again, and i want to make shit happen. this past week was a lot of fun, i spent most evenings in la just letting loose and had some much needed fun. adventures. it's disgusting how self-absorbed i am though. i think i'm some kinda narcissist or something. but i dunno. i'm just more into self-exploration than others. i'm not sure there's anything wrong with that. i've been writing a lot, and figuring out my sick mind and what's happened so far/ maybe in the future when some people roll over to their wives and realize they have no idea who they are or what the fuck they're doing and neither does the person next to them, i'll be ready to understand those types of things a little better. it's why i'm not all i can be as a boyfriend or even as a friend. it's why i never had a "real job." k here i go again on these rants. i'm keepin those for me for now.

well anyways, go to the militia group site

find out what bands you like on there and get a cd or five. there's something for everyone, seriously. i really like blueprint car crash, they're from san dimas. and the new beautiful mistake stuff a lot. if you liked the new cave-in stuff or hum, you'll love it.

byebye. happy saturday, you assholes.