May 14, 2005 18:00
I hate the way i feel about you! I wish i could make it all go away but its gonna take some time... I wish I could just drop you as fast as you dropped me...but i cant because you actually mean sumthin to me! I dont want to love you anymore i really dont! You have sooo many problems with sooo many different girls and you have a girl right in front of you that you mean the world too...but means nothin to you! You think that you can get any girl that you want and now you want her and she dont want you and its my fault! I just want for one time that you can look at me like i actually mean sumthin to you! But you dont lie anymore! But in closing it doesnt matter how many times you hurt me I will always love you!
anyways! sorry i hadda clear my head! but imma go!
Holla!!=)