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I am sooo dumb... i think i messed things up biggg time! Well alot has been goin on lately! That im not sure i wanna talk about on this live journal...Its not that i dont trust people cuz i do but i dont think that ya'all wanna here about my boring dramatic life!
Ill tell you a little bit of what has been happenin in my life but not all of it...because if we are close then you should already know alot of it!
Ok i havent been goin to school alot lately i dunno...i just dont like school...no matter what i do i get in trouble...i could take one motha fuckin step ta da left and get in trouble fer it! I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE! and yu know me when a problem comes along i run from it...So i ran away! I got so fed up with everyone and everything...i had everyone that i cared about with me...and i didnt need anything else! Kayyy was there fer me da whole time! She lied to her PARENTS to make sure that i didnt get caught! I dunno where the hell id be if it werent fer her! But anyways! Yea me *&* Amber were fighting alot because of it! Because i got sooo sick of her trying to act like my mom and i just hung up on her...and she called me back and shes like you dont understand what its like to worry about your best friend when she runs away...and shes all like so when u get mature call me back and she hung up!
Ok imma tell you the things that i dont like about being friends with amber... She acts like shes my mom...she bosses me around...she tells me who i can and cant be friends with...she bitches at me constantly...shes just sooo fuckin mean to me...I was on the phone with her for 2 motha fuckin hours while she balled her eyes out and shit and the day before i ran away i called her and was tellin her my problems and shes all like hangon General Hospital is on! FUCK THAT! Who the fuck cares about general hospital when ur best friends got a problem ur supposed to confort them! But i guess a fuckin soap opera is more important...I dunno...maybe its just me but i dont think thats right!
But anyways...i am NEVER getting high again! Fer real! I smoked with Christie yesturday nd it was laced with sumthin,they wouldnt tell me what but i took one hit and i was trippin some motha fuckin balls! lol! It was kinda scarry! But yea thats what ive done lately...its a waste of a life!
But im out!
Holla_Atcha_Gerrl!
<3 your Babii Gerrl!
P.S Im making this friends only so COMMENT to be ADDED!