Jul 26, 2004 01:00
ever since i saw richie last my hearts been like, breaking. i know that i said he should leave but still, i'm not sure i wanted him too. i just feel like shit for what ive done to him and guilty for everything i put him through. i'm amazed that after all this he still cares for me. any day he'll realize what an awful girlfriend i was and that'll be it. we are "taking a break" until i get home.
I was watching MTV and found out they are making a movie about che guevara. that's really awesome and i can't wait for it to be out. even though it'll be in spanish. Brie and I went to the pool today for the first time in almost 2 weeks. it was anthony's birthday, so we got him a card. anthony kinda suprised me today, but it was all alrite. Timmy was pissed though. Timmy came over around 9 and was here for an hour or so. He brought Izzy. she is SO cute, i just love her. The two of us just talked alot and stuff, and he talked to richie on the phone. what a stupid move on my part.
i'm sorry for everything i put you through.