Jan 31, 2005 12:00
im home today.. wasnt really feeling up for school. im so tired and havent had any time to relax lately, so today will be spent cleaning my room so i can enjoy my time in there ha.
i guess i have to be more careful about who i put on my friends list. apparently i cant say how i feel about something without being bitched at? its not really my problem, its just less i get told that pretty much all her friends are better than me. maybe they are, i could care less.
i really feel bad for people who think being weird is being different when really theyre just trying to act like someone else. theres a line between funny weird and embarrassing weird, and sometimes people dont know when they cross it.
another thing that has been bothering me is people who pretend to like something to be liked in return. they listen to music that their friends do .. just so they can fit in. I think Nina might be the perfect example of being herself when it comes to that. Does she care what other people think? No, she's just going to listen to Bob Dylan all she wants. I say good for her. Some people listen to the most insane music and never say anything because, well thats the "cool" thing to do.
People also say things, words, phrases that other people say so they can be like them. God people, get your own personality. Don't act all "emo" because thats what everyone else considers cool. Be who you are and if people don't accept you for who you really are, then they're obviously not worth it.
There are so many more things i could say on this subject but I think I'll save it for another day. I decided to make some of these entries public and only make the personal ones private.
Have a nice day kids.