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merry christmas =)
today was actually a good day =] i didn't care one bit about christmas and what i wanted...but i got what i wanted anyways. anywho i was very pleased with all of my gifts...i love my family and friends and what they got for me. whoop =) my day started @ 11 when i decided to wake up...opened my gifts...showered and then went to my gram's. it was nice. we left there around 5 and visited my aunt. talked to cor... ahhh! haha. =/ and then went to my uncle's. i was gunna go to corey's after...but i wasnt tooo sure about that...haha. and the weird thing was my mom&dad wanted me to go... oh well. came home and just bummed around. tomorrow is allentown w/my fam. gram and we're meeting my aunt. cool.
about the other night. im still upset mentally...i mean like i can't be alone or else my mind wanders and its just nottt good. i now know how hard it was for kelly when she went through this a couple months ago... oh well. i mean i guess im glad my mom likes to joke about it now...but i think it's gunna take some time... =/