taking notes.
i'm aware of the dramatics.
i've not been able to really express any of these millions of emotions i feel on a daily basis to basically anyone. sucks. it's no one's fault...i just don't know how to talk about it. all i really want to do is listen to sad music and be sad and cry and try to write about it and think about the fall and sweaters and my faded blue shoes and fixing my boots and scarves and hats and being warm in class because i never wanna take off my hat and scarves or coat at all. it just feels better to be cozy.
the classrooms here are never warm enough.
as for graduating...and being done with school and all...
i'd like to do americorps.
i'm really excited about that. i don't care where i go really.
been considering seattle. i'll go anywhere.
i'm up for it. living alone and buying groceries and thinking of harvey pekar and how happy he makes me because he can talk about how lonely he is and somehow it makes it all okay.
i think i might look like an english person today.
it's so cold in the library. remind me to wear more clothes.
last night i was doing my laundry...getting ready to open the bottle of detergent i found on a street...began to pour it...turns out it was motor oil and i poured it all over my new shirt from goodwill and...later, w hile rubbing the skin off of my cooked beets, red juice squirted my other two new shirts from goodwill.
oh well.
stains are part of it i suppose.
i'm trying to love this sinking feeling.
i'm wearing a skirt that reed bought me.
from goodwill.
you told me that it was reminding you of all of the good that comes out of the bad. can you remind me too, please?
i've not been able to really express any of these millions of emotions i feel on a daily basis to basically anyone. sucks. it's no one's fault...i just don't know how to talk about it. all i really want to do is listen to sad music and be sad and cry and try to write about it and think about the fall and sweaters and my faded blue shoes and fixing my boots and scarves and hats and being warm in class because i never wanna take off my hat and scarves or coat at all. it just feels better to be cozy.
the classrooms here are never warm enough.
as for graduating...and being done with school and all...
i'd like to do americorps.
i'm really excited about that. i don't care where i go really.
been considering seattle. i'll go anywhere.
i'm up for it. living alone and buying groceries and thinking of harvey pekar and how happy he makes me because he can talk about how lonely he is and somehow it makes it all okay.
i think i might look like an english person today.
it's so cold in the library. remind me to wear more clothes.
last night i was doing my laundry...getting ready to open the bottle of detergent i found on a street...began to pour it...turns out it was motor oil and i poured it all over my new shirt from goodwill and...later, w hile rubbing the skin off of my cooked beets, red juice squirted my other two new shirts from goodwill.
oh well.
stains are part of it i suppose.
i'm trying to love this sinking feeling.
i'm wearing a skirt that reed bought me.
from goodwill.
you told me that it was reminding you of all of the good that comes out of the bad. can you remind me too, please?