December 09
If this past weekend is a preview of whats to come then 2010 is going to be a great year
Besides much catching up on my part with the homies and what not... A LOT of unresolved issues came to light....
Apparantly BOY i thought would be perfection confessed same feelings to me..... unfortunately (for him) hes taken
... which lead to me realize im always the "other girl" and... yes, i've been ok with it; havent been looking for anything serious so whatever i stumble upon; if fun, will be persued. ON THE OTHER HAND.... it got me thinking. Why not TELL ME? why keep it a secret and then later confess when theres NOTHING that can be done... so.... w/e moved on and obviously what i thought thru and decided to work against DID not sink in. Met a boy the following night; hella cute, ambitious, fun... overall BETTER THAN THE BULLSHIT thats been on the streets as of late...so showe some interest and managed to real him in... but i end up going home with his friend?(whos a mutual friend of mine... if that makes it any better) YEAH i know..... either way.... i got what i wanted (since friday...might i add :D ) AND spent most of last night with said NEW BOY. Talk about having your cake and eating it too. It was comfortable but still had the "just met you" thrill (butterflies and all) .... At this point.... ive left the ball in his court. As shy as someone can be... if hes interested, show it ... right? Why waste my time with people who obviously are not going to meet my "high standards' He;s not stupid... and i would completely understand if he had his doubts ... especially with how things went down on saturday... but if he leaves the past in the past ( and everyone gets their stories/lies straight lololol ) then i think we would be good together (i am AWARE that i am saying this afterr one day of hanging with the guy... but did i mention he was HELLA cute?????? :P touche')
Hopefully.... things keep working out in my favor ;)
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Oh yeah ... on a different note. Work has been better and i saw my LOVER yesterday it had been like forever!!! I missed her soooo much :( you dont realie what you have until it ignores you for three weeks and hangs out with ur other bff lolololololol ALLLL but love on my end... but DAMN girl... i need some loving tooooooo
you damn JEW
Besides much catching up on my part with the homies and what not... A LOT of unresolved issues came to light....
Apparantly BOY i thought would be perfection confessed same feelings to me..... unfortunately (for him) hes taken
... which lead to me realize im always the "other girl" and... yes, i've been ok with it; havent been looking for anything serious so whatever i stumble upon; if fun, will be persued. ON THE OTHER HAND.... it got me thinking. Why not TELL ME? why keep it a secret and then later confess when theres NOTHING that can be done... so.... w/e moved on and obviously what i thought thru and decided to work against DID not sink in. Met a boy the following night; hella cute, ambitious, fun... overall BETTER THAN THE BULLSHIT thats been on the streets as of late...so showe some interest and managed to real him in... but i end up going home with his friend?(whos a mutual friend of mine... if that makes it any better) YEAH i know..... either way.... i got what i wanted (since friday...might i add :D ) AND spent most of last night with said NEW BOY. Talk about having your cake and eating it too. It was comfortable but still had the "just met you" thrill (butterflies and all) .... At this point.... ive left the ball in his court. As shy as someone can be... if hes interested, show it ... right? Why waste my time with people who obviously are not going to meet my "high standards' He;s not stupid... and i would completely understand if he had his doubts ... especially with how things went down on saturday... but if he leaves the past in the past ( and everyone gets their stories/lies straight lololol ) then i think we would be good together (i am AWARE that i am saying this afterr one day of hanging with the guy... but did i mention he was HELLA cute?????? :P touche')
Hopefully.... things keep working out in my favor ;)
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Oh yeah ... on a different note. Work has been better and i saw my LOVER yesterday it had been like forever!!! I missed her soooo much :( you dont realie what you have until it ignores you for three weeks and hangs out with ur other bff lolololololol ALLLL but love on my end... but DAMN girl... i need some loving tooooooo
you damn JEW