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i was so tired after helping my aunt work..sumtimes i feel lyke im being used..idk i cant work good around her..shes sucha drama queen and always yelling at my grandma when she should just talk..i dont get why people cant just relax..but then i also get why shes so stressed..all that paper work ALL the time would drive me crazy and im tired of it already and i only helped her twice with it..but she seriously makes me do all the hard work..i had to go through all these boxes full of paper trying to find missing checks by myself and carry them and put them where she wanted them..just blah..i was there from 2 till 9 and by the end i was so lyke tired that i kept spacing out..i felt lyke i was high on sumthing..it was weird lol..i dont mean to sound lyke im complaining but i wish everything was okay with her and lyke my gma..cuz she was telling me in a couple years everythings gonna go for sale and even MY house..which made me lyke sad..i grew up in this house..idk i feel lyke crying now...im hating money..im hating how ppl can be so selfish and greedy...i also hate how i cant even be truly happy..when i should..especally right now...one of the cutest boys i kno just asked me out..why arent i lyke jumping for joy or sumthing..i mean i am happy that i have him dont get me wrong maybe ill just feel better when i see him...::sigh:: idk im always making ppl feel better..but lyke right now..i need somone to make ME feel better...