My Own Fairytale
Title: My Own Fairytale
Pairing: Pin
Rating: PG-13
Warning: 1st PoV (Pi’s)
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these pretty Japanese boys
Summary: After a one-night stand, Pi’s emotions are messed up and he doesn’t know what to feel about Jin. He can’t sleep, can’t eat, can’t concentrate; so when Jin shows up on his own accord on his “birthday” things escalate and they end up going to Tokyo Disney Resort together. Will Pi be able to tell Jin how he feels?
A/N: Happy Belated Birthday
xwhimsyxaka Trixie! ILU lots! :]
February 22, 2008:
I gave a soft sigh, turning this way and that on my huge bed. I used to be able to fall asleep so easily but I wonder when it became so difficult... I twisted again in my huge bed, now lying on my back and staring up at the ceiling.
It was probably when I realized my love for him, I mused, chewing on my bottom lip. It had all happened that one night, when me, him, and Kame had gone out for drinking.
I guess it was supposed to be a normal night, go drinking, get smashed, and then stumble home with either a one-night stand or each other; but somehow Jin and I had a one night stand.
Jin had looked at me frantically; spluttering and asking me not tell any one of this; for if I did it would be certain to be leaked out to Johnny and then poof! there goes our jobs. Of course I was pretty sure that was just Jin’s excuse but I didn’t argue. After all, what could have my argument could have been and besides, I didn’t know my feelings for the other back then.
For some reason though, my body still remembered the warmth Jin’s body had radiated and the space it took, and it made it difficult for me to get any amounts of sleep. I let out another soft sigh, rolling onto my right side.
I wonder if I’ll be able to sleep today…
I closed my heavy eyes and stayed like that for a long, long, time.
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February 23, 2008:
When I was savoring the few hours that I had been luckily given by my body, I was rudely awakened by a loud voice and a pounce. “Pi, wakey-wakey!”
I gave a sharp cry and tried to get the body off me, my heart beating fast in the exertion.
When I had succeeded in pushing the other off, I was faced with his cheerful smile and his beautiful sparkling eyes. “Jin?” I spluttered in surprise.
He wasn’t supposed to be here…I wasn’t ready to face him yet. Which explained the past week I had spent avoiding the other…
The other merely smiled at my discomfort and leaned closer to me.
I heaved a sigh when I realized he wasn’t going to answer my question, “Jin why are you even here? And how did you get in here?” I asked in an annoyed way. Of course, I wasn’t really annoyed, far from it; I was actually quite turned on from the pounce and I didn’t want the other to figure out.
Jin blinked owlishly at me before frowning and leaning away from me in mock disbelief, “Akira Shock! How can you forget my birthday?”
What? The use of the catch line from my drama only made me madder and I frowned at the other boy, “Your birthday’s in June!” I pouted at Jin.
Jin seemed to ponder over how to answer me before smiling and nodding, “Yeah I know.”
There was a pause before I could gather up the ability to answer the boy, “Then?” I shot him an incredulous look as I asked.
He paused before answering me, “Well, okay, you see…My birthday’s in June and Trixie’s birthday is in February and so I traded birthday’s with her so technically my birthday is her birthday and her birthday is my birthday so today’s my birthday!”
All this he said in a rushed voice and the only things that I got out of it was ‘birthday.’ I gaped as he said it; sometimes I couldn’t understand my best friend and it was impossible to go against his logic. “Okaaaay…” I drew out the word, not sure if my consent could be used against me.
“Let’s go somewhere!”
“What?” I asked a little tiredly and mixed with a bit of fear. I wasn’t ready to spend time with the other, especially so soon…I frantically searched my mind for an excuse. “What about practice?”
Jin smiled at that and gave a little chuckle, “I got us the day off and tickets to Tokyo Disneyland. See, I thought ahead for once Pi!”
The one day he decided to be responsible…I inwardly sighed, there was no way out. “Let me go take a shower.”
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When I had finished taking my cold shower (so I could get my arousal down) I found Jin sitting on my couch and looking through my photo album.
“Hey Pi!” I heard him shout when he heard my footsteps. “Remember this?” Jin was looking through my old photo albums, the one that held memories of our Junior days.
I gave a slight chuckle at his childish excitement before walking over and sitting down next to him. “yeah…” I started to say, glancing at the photo Jin was talking about.
It was a picture of me and him, the time before we had debuted and met Kame. We were holding hands (it was something that we loved to do in the past) and were looking like we were walking somewhere with the setting sun between us. It was probably when we didn’t know better; knowing that holding hands meant something more.
Jin slowly closed the album before facing me with a serious look. “I want to hold your hand again.”
I looked at him with surprise showing in my eyes. “What? Jin, are you joking around again?” My voice cracked as I painfully asked; I didn’t want Jin to be joking around like this. He always did but that was before that one-night stand…
Jin looked hurt for a second before a forced smile slipped onto his face and he let out a soft chuckle, “Of course, Pi!” He set the photo album down onto one of my brown coffee tables, “Of course I’m joking…” he repeated in a broken voice.
I hated to see Jin like this, but I didn’t know what I did to make him feel like this. “Jin,” I started to say…anything, anything, to make my crush feel better.
But he cut me off with a laugh and pulled me up onto my feet and facing me with a cheerful look. “Pi, are you ready to leave now?”
I blinked at the sudden change of personality (probably a cover-up so I wouldn’t see a weak side) but I didn’t question him; knowing that it’ll probably hurt him if I did.
I settled for a simple, “Yeah.” And then he had grabbed my hands and dragged me out of my own apartment.
I wondered if things would get better soon; I hated being like this with Jin, I couldn’t even joke around him normally.
It hurt, but I didn’t know what to do…
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“Look, Pi!” Jin called my name as he excitedly ran to each attraction, glancing back at me each time he found something interesting. “Let’s go on this ride!”
I glanced at the ride he was talking about and my mouth nearly dropped in surprise. Sure I knew we were in ‘Fantasyland’ but I didn’t think he’d have any interest in learning about “Snow White.” I was about to protest and say that there was no way I was going on this ride, but then I caught a glance of his excited face and I gave in. I followed him into the ride, boarding a car with him.
“Pi, isn’t this exciting?” I merely smiled at his childish excitement and settled more comfortably into my chair. I didn’t know what to expect, but it couldn’t be much more than a fairytale.
A fairytale…a far cry from what my life currently was.
I watched as Jin cried in excitement at the appropriate times and the way that he watched the scenes unfolding in front of him with fixed attention.
We were then enveloped by darkness and there was a cackling voice in the air and bats hanging on top of us.
Jin let out an unmanly shriek and grabbed my hand quite tightly.
I jumped in surprise, nearly letting out a shriek myself but I forced myself to be calm and think that this was merely a Disney attraction.
When we had continued through the ride, I had calmed myself and my attention was fixated on the way Jin was holding my hand. It felt quite…nice…
When we had came to the end of the ride and sunlight beamed harshly down on us, Jin was still clutching quite tightly on my hand and had looked up at me. He managed a shaky smile, “I wonder if the gnomes were able to save Snow White in the end.”
I blinked in surprise, “You never watched Snow White before?”
The ride had ended with a presentation of the seven gnomes on a cliff with lightning behind them, a quite grim appearance that made people think that Snow White wasn’t able to be saved.
Jin grimly shook his head ‘no’, a sad smile on his face, “I never had time…”
That’s why he wanted to go on the ride… “We’ll watch it next time then!” I exclaimed as a brilliant idea hit me. “We’ll sleep over at my house and eat popcorn and watch Snow White.”
Jin looked up at me with surprise, “Eh? I thought you were too manly?”
I just laughed, “Hey, friends are friends; we’re supposed to do this for each other.” I stuck out a tongue at him, “Did you expect me not to?”
Jin just laughed at my antics before blushing and staring at me funny.
I paused and then asked, “What?”
He just blushed even redder and looked away from me muttering something along the lines about, “tongue” and “lick.”
I just gave a chuckle because I couldn’t understand Jin at times.
“Hey Jin? You can let go of my hand now.”
There was a pause before Jin answered, “It’s okay. Let’s stay like this for a while.”
“It’s okay?! That’s not for you to decide,” I laughingly said, but I didn’t pull my hand from his.
Because it still felt quite nice.
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“Another ride in Fantasyland?” I amusedly asked, “Have you never watched Cinderella too?”
He pouted up at me, “Hey, if you don’t want to ride, then we don’t have to go in.”
I gave another laugh and instead of answering, pushed past him and walked into the entrance of the ride.
The ride was quite scary (not that I’ll admit it to the guy grabbing onto my arm as we walked) because it showed all the villains of the Disneyland attraction and we had to walk.
I gave a slight laugh, “Gosh Jin, are you scared of everything?” I asked this after the millionth time he had clutched onto me.
He turned to look at me, an adorable pout on his lips, “Shaddup.”
I just laughed some more at his adorableness.
When we got out of the attraction, it was raining outside. I let out a sound of disapproval before turning to look at him, “Now what?”
Jin pursed his lips, seeming to be thinking over something. “Okay,” he muttered. He started shrugging of his jacket, a determined look set on his face before he put the jacket over the both of us.
“J-j-j-jin,” I stuttered, a faint flush on my cheeks, “We shouldn’t-”
“Just shut up and go along with it, okay?” he interrupted me and I glanced up when he did. And noticed the tell-tale flush on his cheeks as well.
I blushed harder when I looked away from his face; this was the closest we had been in weeks and it felt good to be normal again.
We walked out into the rain, the rain hitting the jacket with a hard plit-pat, and then falling off the jacket and near our shoes. I pressed closer to him discretely, glowing with pleasure as he didn’t notice.
“Idiot,” he muttered after awhile, and then he wrapped an arm around me (but still holding up the jacket), “I want to share body heat too.”
“You’re the idiot!” I said indignantly when he finished his sentence, but I still pressed into him.
It’s not the body heat I want to share….it’s you.
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When we had finally reached our destination, the rain had become a gentle drizzle, hitting the jacket with soft plit-plats.
There was silence over us, the two of us not daring to speak, but it was a good silence; it was a silence that made me feel at peace.
The restaurant we were going to eat at was called Queen of Hearts Banquet Hall and was based on Alice in the Wonderland. I guess it was entertaining to watch the people cook in the open kitchen, but it just made me kinda hungry watching them.
I guess my face showed my emotions because Jin gave me a startled glance and then he grabbed my hand under the table with cold fingers.
I jumped a bit at that, but then my face softened and my hand gripped tighter around his; we stayed like that for the rest of the dinner.
When we had finished, Jin proposed going on the Ferris Wheel [1]. It was huge and was right in the middle of Fantasy Land so we wouldn’t miss it. It wasn’t based off of any Disney character; it was just a regular Ferris Wheel. When we got there, we had let go of each other’s hands and were panting quite harshly. Jin had wanted to get there in a rush for some reason and I listened to him because well…I couldn’t deny Jin anything.
Jin was talking to the attendant and before I knew it, we were lining up to get inside the moving car. When the attendant was holding the door open for us, Jin got in first and helped me in, grabbing my hand in the process. I flushed at the action, looking down at my feet when we sat down.
There was an awkward tension around both of us; not the good silence before, but an awkward one. I let out a shaky laugh before Jin turned to look at me.
“Pi,” he said, unusually serious.
I raised my eyebrow at him, trying not to focus on how hot and clammy Jin’s hand was on mine. It couldn’t be- he wouldn’t be telling me that he was scared of me because it was obvious I liked - no loved - him?!
“Jin,” I started with a shaky voice, “I-I-I can explain.”
He faced me with a confused expression, “What? Pi, what’s the matter?”
“No, nothing’s the matter!” I squeaked. “It’s just that I love you!”
Now he was staring really confusedly at me, “What? Love?”
Okay, now I knew I messed up. “NO, wait, no, just,” I stuttered, trying to find another subject, “isn’t that the Snow White attraction we visited earlier?” I pointed outside the Ferris Wheel.
Jin looked outside for a while before a determined look came over his face. “Pi. I l-“ He stopped there, seeming to be thinking over something.
“Jin?”
And then he was pressing his lips against mine; a gentle kiss, different from all those other kisses we shared.
His lips seemed to be a perfect fit against mine and his lips seemed to be caressing mine softly.
When he pulled away, we both had flushed cheeks and didn’t know what to say. “Pi…” he muttered after a while. “Do you?”
And I cut him off this time, kissing his supple lips once again; a gentle kiss that told of things to come. When we had stopped kissing, we had reached the end of the ride.
We both got off with flushed cheeks and an awkward tension.
When we got to a more remote place of the amusement park, Jin turned to face me. “Pi. Tell me. Just what happened back there?”
I blushed at his direct question, “I don’t know.”
There was pause between both of us before Jin slowly smiled. “I think I know. This happened -“
And then he was kissing me again, lips upon lips, his leg pressed inbetween my own two, and his right hand gripping rather nicely in my brownish-short hair.
When we had broken apart, I think I felt courage bubbling inside of me so I dared to say, “I think I’m in love with you, Jin.”
Jin paused and seemed to blush even redder, “Of course, you’re in love with me Pi,” he said, ruining the mood completely, “I’m the sexy Jin so of course you’re in love with me.”
“Jin!” I complained, intent on lecturing him, but he cut me off.
“And of course I’m in love with you, because you’re the beautiful Pi.”
And he leaned down for another kiss.
Owari~
[1] I made up the Ferris wheel because I wanted to end with one :D in Fantasyland.
The attractions (besides the Ferris wheel) are all real and based off of Tokyo Disneyland Resort.
I’m sorry I’m so late Trixie!!!
I try to work harder but
I’M SO OVERLOADED WITH WORK ;_;
(and I’m still writing that AkamePi for you so don’t worry!)
And for everyone else I promised…I’m SORRY TOO!!!
I’ll try to work harder :[
Anyways~ hope you guys enjoyed!
Pairing: Pin
Rating: PG-13
Warning: 1st PoV (Pi’s)
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these pretty Japanese boys
Summary: After a one-night stand, Pi’s emotions are messed up and he doesn’t know what to feel about Jin. He can’t sleep, can’t eat, can’t concentrate; so when Jin shows up on his own accord on his “birthday” things escalate and they end up going to Tokyo Disney Resort together. Will Pi be able to tell Jin how he feels?
A/N: Happy Belated Birthday
xwhimsyxaka Trixie! ILU lots! :]
February 22, 2008:
I gave a soft sigh, turning this way and that on my huge bed. I used to be able to fall asleep so easily but I wonder when it became so difficult... I twisted again in my huge bed, now lying on my back and staring up at the ceiling.
It was probably when I realized my love for him, I mused, chewing on my bottom lip. It had all happened that one night, when me, him, and Kame had gone out for drinking.
I guess it was supposed to be a normal night, go drinking, get smashed, and then stumble home with either a one-night stand or each other; but somehow Jin and I had a one night stand.
Jin had looked at me frantically; spluttering and asking me not tell any one of this; for if I did it would be certain to be leaked out to Johnny and then poof! there goes our jobs. Of course I was pretty sure that was just Jin’s excuse but I didn’t argue. After all, what could have my argument could have been and besides, I didn’t know my feelings for the other back then.
For some reason though, my body still remembered the warmth Jin’s body had radiated and the space it took, and it made it difficult for me to get any amounts of sleep. I let out another soft sigh, rolling onto my right side.
I wonder if I’ll be able to sleep today…
I closed my heavy eyes and stayed like that for a long, long, time.
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February 23, 2008:
When I was savoring the few hours that I had been luckily given by my body, I was rudely awakened by a loud voice and a pounce. “Pi, wakey-wakey!”
I gave a sharp cry and tried to get the body off me, my heart beating fast in the exertion.
When I had succeeded in pushing the other off, I was faced with his cheerful smile and his beautiful sparkling eyes. “Jin?” I spluttered in surprise.
He wasn’t supposed to be here…I wasn’t ready to face him yet. Which explained the past week I had spent avoiding the other…
The other merely smiled at my discomfort and leaned closer to me.
I heaved a sigh when I realized he wasn’t going to answer my question, “Jin why are you even here? And how did you get in here?” I asked in an annoyed way. Of course, I wasn’t really annoyed, far from it; I was actually quite turned on from the pounce and I didn’t want the other to figure out.
Jin blinked owlishly at me before frowning and leaning away from me in mock disbelief, “Akira Shock! How can you forget my birthday?”
What? The use of the catch line from my drama only made me madder and I frowned at the other boy, “Your birthday’s in June!” I pouted at Jin.
Jin seemed to ponder over how to answer me before smiling and nodding, “Yeah I know.”
There was a pause before I could gather up the ability to answer the boy, “Then?” I shot him an incredulous look as I asked.
He paused before answering me, “Well, okay, you see…My birthday’s in June and Trixie’s birthday is in February and so I traded birthday’s with her so technically my birthday is her birthday and her birthday is my birthday so today’s my birthday!”
All this he said in a rushed voice and the only things that I got out of it was ‘birthday.’ I gaped as he said it; sometimes I couldn’t understand my best friend and it was impossible to go against his logic. “Okaaaay…” I drew out the word, not sure if my consent could be used against me.
“Let’s go somewhere!”
“What?” I asked a little tiredly and mixed with a bit of fear. I wasn’t ready to spend time with the other, especially so soon…I frantically searched my mind for an excuse. “What about practice?”
Jin smiled at that and gave a little chuckle, “I got us the day off and tickets to Tokyo Disneyland. See, I thought ahead for once Pi!”
The one day he decided to be responsible…I inwardly sighed, there was no way out. “Let me go take a shower.”
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When I had finished taking my cold shower (so I could get my arousal down) I found Jin sitting on my couch and looking through my photo album.
“Hey Pi!” I heard him shout when he heard my footsteps. “Remember this?” Jin was looking through my old photo albums, the one that held memories of our Junior days.
I gave a slight chuckle at his childish excitement before walking over and sitting down next to him. “yeah…” I started to say, glancing at the photo Jin was talking about.
It was a picture of me and him, the time before we had debuted and met Kame. We were holding hands (it was something that we loved to do in the past) and were looking like we were walking somewhere with the setting sun between us. It was probably when we didn’t know better; knowing that holding hands meant something more.
Jin slowly closed the album before facing me with a serious look. “I want to hold your hand again.”
I looked at him with surprise showing in my eyes. “What? Jin, are you joking around again?” My voice cracked as I painfully asked; I didn’t want Jin to be joking around like this. He always did but that was before that one-night stand…
Jin looked hurt for a second before a forced smile slipped onto his face and he let out a soft chuckle, “Of course, Pi!” He set the photo album down onto one of my brown coffee tables, “Of course I’m joking…” he repeated in a broken voice.
I hated to see Jin like this, but I didn’t know what I did to make him feel like this. “Jin,” I started to say…anything, anything, to make my crush feel better.
But he cut me off with a laugh and pulled me up onto my feet and facing me with a cheerful look. “Pi, are you ready to leave now?”
I blinked at the sudden change of personality (probably a cover-up so I wouldn’t see a weak side) but I didn’t question him; knowing that it’ll probably hurt him if I did.
I settled for a simple, “Yeah.” And then he had grabbed my hands and dragged me out of my own apartment.
I wondered if things would get better soon; I hated being like this with Jin, I couldn’t even joke around him normally.
It hurt, but I didn’t know what to do…
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“Look, Pi!” Jin called my name as he excitedly ran to each attraction, glancing back at me each time he found something interesting. “Let’s go on this ride!”
I glanced at the ride he was talking about and my mouth nearly dropped in surprise. Sure I knew we were in ‘Fantasyland’ but I didn’t think he’d have any interest in learning about “Snow White.” I was about to protest and say that there was no way I was going on this ride, but then I caught a glance of his excited face and I gave in. I followed him into the ride, boarding a car with him.
“Pi, isn’t this exciting?” I merely smiled at his childish excitement and settled more comfortably into my chair. I didn’t know what to expect, but it couldn’t be much more than a fairytale.
A fairytale…a far cry from what my life currently was.
I watched as Jin cried in excitement at the appropriate times and the way that he watched the scenes unfolding in front of him with fixed attention.
We were then enveloped by darkness and there was a cackling voice in the air and bats hanging on top of us.
Jin let out an unmanly shriek and grabbed my hand quite tightly.
I jumped in surprise, nearly letting out a shriek myself but I forced myself to be calm and think that this was merely a Disney attraction.
When we had continued through the ride, I had calmed myself and my attention was fixated on the way Jin was holding my hand. It felt quite…nice…
When we had came to the end of the ride and sunlight beamed harshly down on us, Jin was still clutching quite tightly on my hand and had looked up at me. He managed a shaky smile, “I wonder if the gnomes were able to save Snow White in the end.”
I blinked in surprise, “You never watched Snow White before?”
The ride had ended with a presentation of the seven gnomes on a cliff with lightning behind them, a quite grim appearance that made people think that Snow White wasn’t able to be saved.
Jin grimly shook his head ‘no’, a sad smile on his face, “I never had time…”
That’s why he wanted to go on the ride… “We’ll watch it next time then!” I exclaimed as a brilliant idea hit me. “We’ll sleep over at my house and eat popcorn and watch Snow White.”
Jin looked up at me with surprise, “Eh? I thought you were too manly?”
I just laughed, “Hey, friends are friends; we’re supposed to do this for each other.” I stuck out a tongue at him, “Did you expect me not to?”
Jin just laughed at my antics before blushing and staring at me funny.
I paused and then asked, “What?”
He just blushed even redder and looked away from me muttering something along the lines about, “tongue” and “lick.”
I just gave a chuckle because I couldn’t understand Jin at times.
“Hey Jin? You can let go of my hand now.”
There was a pause before Jin answered, “It’s okay. Let’s stay like this for a while.”
“It’s okay?! That’s not for you to decide,” I laughingly said, but I didn’t pull my hand from his.
Because it still felt quite nice.
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“Another ride in Fantasyland?” I amusedly asked, “Have you never watched Cinderella too?”
He pouted up at me, “Hey, if you don’t want to ride, then we don’t have to go in.”
I gave another laugh and instead of answering, pushed past him and walked into the entrance of the ride.
The ride was quite scary (not that I’ll admit it to the guy grabbing onto my arm as we walked) because it showed all the villains of the Disneyland attraction and we had to walk.
I gave a slight laugh, “Gosh Jin, are you scared of everything?” I asked this after the millionth time he had clutched onto me.
He turned to look at me, an adorable pout on his lips, “Shaddup.”
I just laughed some more at his adorableness.
When we got out of the attraction, it was raining outside. I let out a sound of disapproval before turning to look at him, “Now what?”
Jin pursed his lips, seeming to be thinking over something. “Okay,” he muttered. He started shrugging of his jacket, a determined look set on his face before he put the jacket over the both of us.
“J-j-j-jin,” I stuttered, a faint flush on my cheeks, “We shouldn’t-”
“Just shut up and go along with it, okay?” he interrupted me and I glanced up when he did. And noticed the tell-tale flush on his cheeks as well.
I blushed harder when I looked away from his face; this was the closest we had been in weeks and it felt good to be normal again.
We walked out into the rain, the rain hitting the jacket with a hard plit-pat, and then falling off the jacket and near our shoes. I pressed closer to him discretely, glowing with pleasure as he didn’t notice.
“Idiot,” he muttered after awhile, and then he wrapped an arm around me (but still holding up the jacket), “I want to share body heat too.”
“You’re the idiot!” I said indignantly when he finished his sentence, but I still pressed into him.
It’s not the body heat I want to share….it’s you.
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When we had finally reached our destination, the rain had become a gentle drizzle, hitting the jacket with soft plit-plats.
There was silence over us, the two of us not daring to speak, but it was a good silence; it was a silence that made me feel at peace.
The restaurant we were going to eat at was called Queen of Hearts Banquet Hall and was based on Alice in the Wonderland. I guess it was entertaining to watch the people cook in the open kitchen, but it just made me kinda hungry watching them.
I guess my face showed my emotions because Jin gave me a startled glance and then he grabbed my hand under the table with cold fingers.
I jumped a bit at that, but then my face softened and my hand gripped tighter around his; we stayed like that for the rest of the dinner.
When we had finished, Jin proposed going on the Ferris Wheel [1]. It was huge and was right in the middle of Fantasy Land so we wouldn’t miss it. It wasn’t based off of any Disney character; it was just a regular Ferris Wheel. When we got there, we had let go of each other’s hands and were panting quite harshly. Jin had wanted to get there in a rush for some reason and I listened to him because well…I couldn’t deny Jin anything.
Jin was talking to the attendant and before I knew it, we were lining up to get inside the moving car. When the attendant was holding the door open for us, Jin got in first and helped me in, grabbing my hand in the process. I flushed at the action, looking down at my feet when we sat down.
There was an awkward tension around both of us; not the good silence before, but an awkward one. I let out a shaky laugh before Jin turned to look at me.
“Pi,” he said, unusually serious.
I raised my eyebrow at him, trying not to focus on how hot and clammy Jin’s hand was on mine. It couldn’t be- he wouldn’t be telling me that he was scared of me because it was obvious I liked - no loved - him?!
“Jin,” I started with a shaky voice, “I-I-I can explain.”
He faced me with a confused expression, “What? Pi, what’s the matter?”
“No, nothing’s the matter!” I squeaked. “It’s just that I love you!”
Now he was staring really confusedly at me, “What? Love?”
Okay, now I knew I messed up. “NO, wait, no, just,” I stuttered, trying to find another subject, “isn’t that the Snow White attraction we visited earlier?” I pointed outside the Ferris Wheel.
Jin looked outside for a while before a determined look came over his face. “Pi. I l-“ He stopped there, seeming to be thinking over something.
“Jin?”
And then he was pressing his lips against mine; a gentle kiss, different from all those other kisses we shared.
His lips seemed to be a perfect fit against mine and his lips seemed to be caressing mine softly.
When he pulled away, we both had flushed cheeks and didn’t know what to say. “Pi…” he muttered after a while. “Do you?”
And I cut him off this time, kissing his supple lips once again; a gentle kiss that told of things to come. When we had stopped kissing, we had reached the end of the ride.
We both got off with flushed cheeks and an awkward tension.
When we got to a more remote place of the amusement park, Jin turned to face me. “Pi. Tell me. Just what happened back there?”
I blushed at his direct question, “I don’t know.”
There was pause between both of us before Jin slowly smiled. “I think I know. This happened -“
And then he was kissing me again, lips upon lips, his leg pressed inbetween my own two, and his right hand gripping rather nicely in my brownish-short hair.
When we had broken apart, I think I felt courage bubbling inside of me so I dared to say, “I think I’m in love with you, Jin.”
Jin paused and seemed to blush even redder, “Of course, you’re in love with me Pi,” he said, ruining the mood completely, “I’m the sexy Jin so of course you’re in love with me.”
“Jin!” I complained, intent on lecturing him, but he cut me off.
“And of course I’m in love with you, because you’re the beautiful Pi.”
And he leaned down for another kiss.
Owari~
[1] I made up the Ferris wheel because I wanted to end with one :D in Fantasyland.
The attractions (besides the Ferris wheel) are all real and based off of Tokyo Disneyland Resort.
I’m sorry I’m so late Trixie!!!
I try to work harder but
I’M SO OVERLOADED WITH WORK ;_;
(and I’m still writing that AkamePi for you so don’t worry!)
And for everyone else I promised…I’m SORRY TOO!!!
I’ll try to work harder :[
Anyways~ hope you guys enjoyed!