Apr 10, 2009 14:48
I think, to a greater or lesser extent, that I can be rather unreliable and flaky. I don't say this as a plea for help (gehck) or a plea for compliments, but simply as an observation...more and more I've slacked some of my silly INTERNETZ responsibilities for the sole reason that, you know what? I've gotten bored. And it's kind of shameful, really, because I know this people depended on me, and even though ZE INTERNETZ is ZE INTERNETZ, there still is some code of responsibility and whatnot.
Four weeks 'til I graduate. And while I haven't really felt either way about high school on the whole, I can say I will be happy to leave. The dramu, the sex and drugs and immaturity really got old for me. When I think about it, I was done with this game by the time I was a junior.
Still procrastinating like crazy. And while senioritis is mostly a bullshit excuse, it had been relatively dormant for the first six months of school but now I get home and it's like, "I should do homework...but I'm going to watch Fringe." Or, "I have a lot of work to do...but I'm going to screw off on LJ.." My grades are still up and everything, but I've just been noticing that whenever possible, I delay major work. I sit on my ass and puff out my cheeks and hum to myself and listen to my record player but do nothing of real substance.
Eh. Eh. I have college. I gots some money but not enough. I'm trolling about and maybe trying to find a higher paying job.
This is just a very interesting time, really.
senioritis,
boredom,
wangst,
college,
school